Glass Heart//2Jae

03

Youngjae's POV

"Choi Youngjae! You have a friend here!"

"I'll be right there mom!"

I quickly ran down the stairs and saw,

"Kai." I say barely over a whisper.

His cocky yet adorable smile made me want to both melt and jump out a window.

"Youngjae. Can we talk? It's important."

I opened my mouth to speak but was cut off by my mom answering the question for me, "Youngjae take Kai to your room while I make you two some snacks. Dinner is coming up soon."

I feel my breathing hitch and hear my heartbeat in my ears as we slowly walked up to my room.

Breathe Youngjae. It's okay. It's no big deal. Just calm down. It's probably nothing. He's probably just gonna try to hurt you like he did at school.

We get into my room and Kai shuts the door behind him as I sit down on my bed snapping the rubber band against my wrist.

"Hey beautiful."

His words shocked me and I was at a lost for words, "W-What?"

"I called you beautiful, because you are." He smirked.

What the hell is he doing?

"Kai, what are you doing?"

"What do you mean love?" He said coming closer to me as my breathing sped up.

His words hurt me.

Love? Beautiful?

"Kai what the hell are you doing? Tuesday I tell you how I feel and you completely betray me. You called me a faggot! You embarrassed me in front of the whole school and made me feel worthless. I really liked you Kai. Fuck I still do. I fucking adored you! I would always get so happy and breathless and feel as if I were gonna pass out when I would see you. You were my best friend Kai. My only friend. Now I don't have anyone!"

Jaebum

"I told you everything Kai! From my dad leaving us, to me going to therapy, to me trying to kill myself! I trusted you with everything going on in my life! Did any of that matter to you? Do you not care about me?"

I balled up my fists digging my nails into my palms trying to calm down.

After a few moments, I decided to look at Kai's face.

Kai looked upset and he looked like he was gonna cry. But I didn't care. It's my turn to hurt him. Not as bad as he hurt me, but it's still something,

"Get out Kai."

"Youngj-"

"Get out Kai! Go! Leave me alone!" I finally yell.

I see him blink back tears before pulling his signature "pissed off" face and walking out my door slamming it.

I sit on my phone and hear talking from somewhere but I don't know from where.

"Youngjae! Pick up your phone!"

I jump at this voice and pull my phone out seeing I've been on a phone call with JB for five minutes,

"Holy shit JB how much did you hear?" I ask in a panic.

Did I accidentally call him?

"Basically everything."

"God Jb I'm so sorry you had to hear all of that. I shouldn't have dragged you into all of this. It's not fair to you."

"Youngjae it's okay. You didn't drag me into anything. Plus helping you out is all that matters to me right now."

God those words made my heart skip a beat.

"Youngjae?"

"Shoot sorry I was spacing out. Jb, can we do something tonight? I don't want to be home."

"Of course Youngjae. What's your address? I can come pick you up and we can go see a movie or go to a park or something."

"xxxxx xxxxxx Way"

"Perfect. I'll be there soon."

And with that Jb hung up and I started to make myself look more presentable than I've looked all day as I have been in sweats and a sweatshirt all day.

"Youngjae?" I turn to see where the voice came from and see my mom poking her head in through my door.

"Mom." I say smiling and let her come and sit on my bed.

"I heard what happened with Kai. Is everything okay love?"

My mom is honestly the sweetest person ever. She's always been the first person I go to when I have problems, even before Kai, but I've yet to tell her what happened.

"Can I tell you later mom? I promise I'll tell you everything from start to finish. I have plans in a few minutes."

My mom gave me a gentle smile that made my heart warm, "Of course Youngjae. It's not a problem. You have fun with whatever plans you have. Just make sure you eat some of those snacks I made."

I laugh before nodding and giving her a hug, and an 'I love you' before she leaves my room.

My mom is an actual warrior. She's gone through so many things in her life, and she still manages to put a smile on her face every single day. When I told her about me being gay, I thought it was going to bring another problem to the house, but it didn't. She supports me and even cuddled me when I was crying about it.

I get snapped out of my thoughts of my mom when I get a text from Jb saying he's close.

Oh god. Am I ready for this?

I had no way how to end this even while editing it. But hey, the chapters are getting somewhat better, I think. But I hope you enjoyed this chapter!