Without You─Human!Will Cipher X Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Another note(important)

I'm sorry about this, but please read all of this, for me? Thank you if you do...

You know what? Screw it. This has so far been my worst year. I was never happy, never TRULY happy. And I got myself stuck in a situation

I caused heartbreak. That is the ONE thing I DIDN'T want to do! And I did! I DID! How in the world does people fall for me easily?! Now I don't even have a friend to care for me, she is never online, and I understand since she's really busy.

Hah. True emotions sure are easy to coat up with a smile, aren't they? So much pain I caused, yet I can still show it off? I'm really going insane.

I just caused heartbreak and Ms insane self is smiling like crazy, laughing even! What the hell happened to me? What happened to my cheery, happy and carefree self?

Gone. It has been long gone, hidden away at the back of my mind.

I never thought this time I would be the one to cause heartbreak... Last time, it was the other who caused me heartbreak, and I never talked to her for months.

I wonder... Why do I have a Guardian angel who saves me from death?

A year ago:
I was in the swimming pool in the condo, and I didn't know there was a deep end. I ended up sinking, jumping up and down in the pool, desperately trying to get enough air. No one was around, and I knew I would drown and die, right there and then. I keep screaming muffled "help"s. But I was "lucky". A woman rushed down, she came to call her son back up into the house. She noticed me struggling and immediately came to my aid as I almost died. She just jumped right in, and brought me up to the surface of the water long enough for me to breathe. I instinctively started to weakly paddle my feet, while she helped me get out. I sat there at the edge of the swimming pool, watching her climb out. I coughed out water, it was disgusting. The other mothers had seen what was going on from above, and they came rushing down. My mother had went up to chat with her friends, and she thought I was at the shallow end of the pool. She was so concerned and worried after she saw me coughing out water.

Savior: The woman who came down to call her son to go back up with her.

I don't understand why I was even saved from death, oh how much I would LOVE to be in the papers, the headlines saying "11 year old girl found drowned in the condo swimming pool". *sarcasm*

Then there was this other incident where I was close to death again, it was a couple months back earlier this year.

My father, my brother and I went out at night for a short walk around our new neighborhood. Yes, we moved there when I was 10, but we didn't know all if it yet. As I was crossing the road, no, I wasn't jaywalking, a taxi sped past the light, cause it was green... Cause it was a turn, and almost hit me in the process. My instincts took over that very second, and I ran across the road. My father and brother managed to catch with me soon later, my father yelling at me for going ahead of them. What? I am a fast walker, don't expect me to wait for you!

Savior: my instincts

Seriously. I hate my body so much. It can save me from death, but I can't save me from pain. (some types of pain is hilarious btw, and no, don't put Bill in this.)

I remember getting all my pain attacks. I could barely breathe.

My heart beat is fast, while my breathing is slow. It had changed from how a normal human being would be to that. I don't even know how...

I'm

       Still

              Fine.

                       So,

                            Don't

                                       Worry

                            About

                      Me

                So

   Much!

>Constellation< {I'm not making up things btw, I'm really honest when it comes to this}