My wings

Bloody

I was trying to get out of Dean's arms without waking him, but it was nearly impossible and I could barely move how it was. He was beginning to wake up, he looked really tired.

"Cas?" he said tiredly.

"Yes Dean?" I asked trying to push back my tears from my wings. It felt as if the wing's bones were shattered to many peices.

"Are you alright, Cas?" He said, as he began to sit up.

"Um..."I really wasn't okay, "I'm better than I was yesterday." Which was a lie, because I was actually in more pain, if you damage your wings, you are supposed to heal it right away and I couldn't. The pain from healing my wings, would probably kill me anyway.

"Are you sure?" he was looking at me worried. I was silent, I could then feel blood drippping from my mouth. "Cas! What are you talking about! You don't look fine."

I wiped the blood from my mouth, "I'm fantastic, Dean." He could tell I was lying, but he didn't push me more to tell the truth.

"Okay, if you say so. Now lets check on what's bleeding on your back," he said as he was reeaching to take off my trenchcoat.

"No!" I shouted as I pushed his hands away, I tried to get up but I fell back down.

"Cas, you look like your in alot of pain," he said as he tried once again to take off my trenchcoat.

I didn't want to shout again, raising my voice only made me weaker. "Dean...please don't..." I said weakly, while once again pushing his hand away.

"Cas! Just let me see!" he said as he almost ripped my coat off, I looked up at him, my eyes glowing blue. I grabbed his hand, before he took my coat off, and I tried running out of the bathroom door. Before falling at the doorway of our dorm. He must've been running after me, because he was beside me as soon as I fell.

"Dean..." I paused trying to catch my breath, "can you call Gabe on my phone and give it to me?" I handed him my phone. He looked at me confused, but called him anyway, I could hear Gabe talking.

"Hey what's up, Cas?" Gabe said in a friendly tone.

"Umm..." Dean said sheepishly.

"You aren't Cas, where is Cas?" Gabe said worringly. Dean gave me the phone, I could hear Gabe's confusion.

"Hi..." I was catching my breath again, "Gabe." 

"Cas, what's wrong, you don't seem well..." he said sadly.

I began to speak in anochian, a language humans can't understand, "a boy kept throwing me against a steel door, making my wings continuesly getting hit. He put all his strength into throwing and pushing me against the steel wall..." I was interupted by Gabe.

"Why didn't you use your angelic powers?" he said almost sounding like he was crying.

"I didn't want to kill him," I said shamefully.

"Cas! I knew you were soft...." he started, "but I never thought you would let one human soul live, even when he was killing you!" 

"Gabe..." I started, but he interupted me again.

"How bad is the pain..." he started, "and describe the pain."

"My wings feel shattered, they are in so much pain they are numb..." I started realizing Gabe would probably kill Nick now.

He sighed with stress, "you need to heal yourself, but the way your describing the pain..." he stopped, "I am almost positive you wouldn't survive it."

"Gabe..." I had to catch my breath again, "what am I supposed to do?"

"I don't know, Cas" he was now crying, then he hung up.