My wings

Is Lucifer that evil?

Lucifer POV

The thought of Lucifer, Satan, the Devil, I go by many names, makes people shiver in fear, but what if I'm just misunderstood? Now, yes I'm not the "good" child in God's point of view, but am I really that bad?

How can someone be punished for loving someone too much, that really was what I got punished for. I had loved God so much and well, I had became his favorite, God wasn't supposed to pick favorites, but he picked me. Now, how would you feel to be told to bow down to something, that was weak? To be told told to love something so weak, more than how much I loved God. I wouldn't. I couldn't do that. So I was punished, put in a cage in a isolated, horrible place. You call  this place, Hell.

Okay, so yes I tried to bring on the apoclypse, but how else was I going to make God pay? I had to ruin the thing he loved, the one thing he loved almost as much as he had loved me. So maybe he would just love me like he used to, again.

So, see I am not just evil, for no reason, I am someone who doesn't want to be alone. Someone who is bad at showing anger, but really just wants to be loved.

"Lucifer?" Sam asked. I was woken from my thoughts, to see moose with an eyebrow raised in confusion.

"Sam!" I said overjoyed. Sam simply rolled his eyes. I never knew one human could roll their eyes as much as Sam did.

"Do you know what Cas is?"

"No, if I knew I would have killed her already," I said sarcastically.

"Don't you dare touch her!" Dean piped in from the back room. I rolled my eyes.

"Wasn't planning on it, Deano!" I shouted back at him.

I peered over at the devil's trap, I had already disposed of the filthy demon, Crowley. Sadly, I wasn't supposed to kill him, Winchester agreement. I rolled my eyes of the thought of me, Lucifer, listening to what the Winchesters wanted.

"So where did you put him?" Sam said as he followed my gaze to the devil's trap.

"Somewhere safe from you Winchesters, and a place I will find him," I gave Sam a playful smirk. Sam simply sighed.

"Fine, so do you have any clue what happened to Cas?" Sam finally said. I gave Sam a cheeky grin.

"She isn't an ordinary angel anymore, obviously," I peered over at an injured Dean, "but she isn't necessarily an Archangel, either." I let out a heavy sigh. "I really don't know, I have all the archangels inbedded in my brain, but..." 

"Hmmm, strange. She started changing after she died," Sam said, before turning to his brother. Dean was on the ground crying, wow, Cas wasn't dead now. She merely hurt him, he is being weak right now. I rolled my eyes.

"Wait, Cas died?" I asked Sam, surprised. I thought I would have heard news on this, guess rejects don't get information on his brothers and sisters.

 "Yeah she died a couple weeks ago," Sam said cautiously.

"Gabe, would know what was wrong," I said. I then turned to face away from Sam, to call for my brother. "Hiya, Gabe I got candy down here, and besides I need your help," I paused, "by the way this is your brother speaking, you know the one you locked up." I glanced upward, then back at Sam, I gave a little pout. Suddenly, Gabe appeared behind Sam, gold wings glowing.

"Hiya Luci," Gabe grew a smirk on his face, I grinned back.

"Well hello brother," I gave him a welcoming smile.

"Um... yeah, should I leave?" Sam asked, akwardly.

"Yeah that would be best," Gabe said calmly, I rolled my eyes. With that moose walked away, to his brothers aid. Leaving my brother and I alone.

"What do you need, Luci?" Gabe raised an eyebrow.

"What happened to Cas?" Gabe let out a heavy sigh, peering back at his wings, a slash on his wing. The blue of his grace was being intertwined with a gold form, grace?

"What happened to your wing, Gabe?"

"Cas..." Gabe hesitated.

"How could she do that, she isn't stro-" but I was interupted by Gabe.

"Oh, yes, she is brother, she was stronger than me," Gabe said, as he gulped.

"How?" 

"I think it has to do with her death," Gabe confessed.

"So Cas died, and now she is super powerful?" I paused, "maybe I should try death then." I said sarcastically. Gabe rolled his eyes.

"You know the story of Cassiel?" Gabe asked me. Of coarse I knew Cassiel, the angel of speed or anger. He was also called the angel of tears and assistant of death. Cassiel was the ruler of Saturn, but wanted to rule the moon as well.

"Yeah I know who Cassiel is, but he is just a story, everyone knows that Gabe," I said sarcastically.

"Well, Cas, everyone thinks that is her name, but it is short for Cassiel," he paused, "even she thinks her full name is Cas, when she tried to get rid of me to rule the moon, God erased her memory as punishment and death is bringing her powers of an archangel back." I slightly gasped.

"So Cas, I mean Cassiel, doesn't know?" I asked trying to fear, that she would be stronger than me.

"Not at the moment, but something traumatic could knock that wall down in her memory," Gabe said before looking back at Sam, "till I see you again brother." And with that he was gone.

Gabriel was the only brother I loved, and well he was so faithful to God, which I guess made him against me. Let me clear something up, I am not against my father, I simply want an apology, and for him to love me again. No one knows what it is like to have a father that made Earth and everything inside it. I love my father, I only wished he loved me the same way I loved him. So you see I am not as evil everyone is lead on to believe. I simply want to be loved and to not be alone, when you are denied those things, any righteous man could turn evil.