My wings

Rememeber

Cas POV

A couple of weeks had passed by and Dean and I were happy. We shared human moments, like going on dates, getting to know his family and passionate kisses. I still had no clue what had brought me back though and sometimes I would just freak out at Dean for no reason, but I felt it was all fine.

I woke up to a cold draft from the window, and Dean was sitting up on his bed, I couldn't see his face because of how early it was.

"Dean, are you alright?" I questioned Dean.

"To tell you the truth, not really ," he seemed he was very scared.

"Dean, what happened?"  I said as I was beginning to panick.

"Um....Cas really it's no big deal," he said still terrified, but reasurring.

"No, Dean it is something, what happened?" I said, with some force I didn't mean to have. Dean scooted back towards the wall, further from me when I said that. It seemed he was afraid of me, but why? "Dean, what did I do?" I said.

"I don't think..." he began, before I interupted him.

"Dean, just tell me what I did!" I shouted at him, because all he was doing was trying to avoid the answer. When I shouted my eyes, had turned glowing blue and Dean looked even more terrified. I could then see that Dean's face was bruised and bloody, I could see why he was terrified, but did I do that? He then covered his face and I could hear his muffled crying.

"I really don't know, Cas," he paused thinking of a way to get out of having to say anything, "you just weren't youself."

"Dean, did I do that to your face?" I said gently, not wanting to scare him again. I reached to touch his face, but he backed up against the wall, afraid I was going to hurt him.

"You weren't youself," he said to me as he looked at the open window.

"Dean please tell me the whole story," I asked with authority, yet gently.

"I was sleeping, when I woke up because of the draft, I went to go to the bathroom. When I came out I realized that you weren't in you bed, so I panicked, I began searching the whole dorm and I called a lot of my family friends to find you. No one, had said that they've seen you, so I layed back down, in hopes you would be here tomorrow." he paused and I could tell he was getting to the bad part of the story. "I was almost sleeping, when I felt your hand brush against me, so I turned around and you were there. You didn't have your trenchcoat on and your wings were covering any light, that I could see before, so I didn't see you about to punch me, untill you did, and you hit me really hard, Cas." He paused. I looked at my hands and they were bruised and bloody, from how hard I hit him. I looked at him and behind him I could see a large indent on the wall, I scanned my eyes around the room and I found many dents in the wall, with blood around and on the wall.

He stared again, "you pushed me so hard that I hit the wall and it left dents. You had this silver blade in your hand and you kept saying stuff in a weird language, I tried to calm you down, but everytime I tried, you would strike me down again. There came a point when I would be on the ground and you would kick or punch me again. You had a dangerous look in your eyes and I thought you were going to kill me." he paused and I realized that I was dangerous and Dean couldn't be around me, "but then you just left and I have been awake since."

"Dean, I'm sorry," I said trying to fight back tears.

"Cas, you didn't mean to," he said but all I could see was how much pain he was in, he was badly bruised, he had blood coming from his mouth, nose and in random places on his face. I did worst than a human car accident could do, because the more I stared at him, I realized he had a broken jaw, a couple broken ribs, both his arm, and leg were broke. His left hand's bone was crushed, he had a concussion and his back was terribly bleeding from how hard I pushed him against the wall and his neck had a bruised ring around it. I couldn't deal with what I had done, I had to leave, but first....

"Dean I'm not going to hurt you," I said as I reached to heal him, he still looked scared but he allowed it, "I have to go Dean." Dean was healed, and then I telaported to figure how to figure how to fix me.

I went to a beautiful state park, it reminded me of the Heavan's garden. It had a varied colored flowers, a waterfall that fell to white smoke, and the trees were all so old. I sat down on the state park bench near the waterfall and I began to think how to fix what I had done.

"I don't know if you can hear me, Gabe, I haven't seen you in awhile. I hope you are alright, but I need help, I hurt Dean really bad and I don't remember doing so," I said in hopes Gabe heard, because he hadn't answered my phone calls or prayers.

Dean POV

I was shocked why Cas left, I wasn't  mad at her. She didn't mean to hurt me, she just wasn't herself. I called Bobby and Sammy to see if I had any weird Angel thing problems that could harm me. They said it was best just to show up, so I got searched for my a car, but I call her Baby in the parking lot and there she was, she is and always will be a beauty. I drove to Bobby's to find out that Sammy had gotten a new car, one of those nice ones, too bad for him, because those new cars always turn to hell in a couple years. I walked into Bobby's liked I owned the place, I am always over here so I guess you could say I did partially own Bobby's.

"Hey Bobby, Sammy," I said and I could see Sammy's confused eyebrow thing he did. " What's wrong Sammy?"

"Oh, nothing Dean," Sammy said as soon as he saw me, he then appeared to know exactly what he was doing.

"This idjit over here thinks Cas did some juju on you," Bobby said as he pointed to Sammy.

"What kinds of juju?" I asked as I looked over at Sammy.

"Nothing I can prove, Dean," Sam said in a rush.

"Okay, well then we are good," I said as I kicked back in the sofa chair.

"Maybe.... we should make sure first," Sammy said cautionly.

"Fine, how do we check?" I said, irritated it got to this point in the first place. "Do you guys seriously think Cas did this purposefully?!"

"I don't really know, Dean," he said as if he was proving something, which he wasn't we are talking about Cas.

"Dean, it has become a little off since coming back from the dead," Bobby said, and he acted as if Cas is an it, she isn't.

"What do you mean it! Cas is a person just like you and me!" I shouted at them, I was so frusterated about them always acting as if she was so different from humans.

"Not to make you angry Dean, but Cas isn't like you and me, she has wings for crying out loud," Sammy said. I was so done with them, I got up and began walking to the front door, when I felt a sharp pain on my side and I collapsed. All I could see around me was a blur of Sammy, Bobby and red, white and blue flashing lights.