Beyond the scene: Jung Hoseok x BTS

Part 8: New friends

After everyone left, I was (obviously) at dorm. And because of that, I didn't have anything to do. We had ate together with the members, and I had already done everything I needed.  I had spent three hours watching TV and reading. I couldn't go to bed because I wasn't tired at all. I knew going to dance-studio wasn't an option when Sejin-hyung was there. He would had just immediately send me back to dorm. I was supposed to rest after all. 

I sighed. I was bored like always. I decided to go out. Actually I wasn't supposed to go out. I wasn't supposed go out alone or especially without telling anyone. There could be dangerous people and it wasn't safe, but what else could I have done? I wanted to have my own time, without someone looking after me.

I grabbed my jacket and went outside. I of course had my face covered, even though I didn't really think that someone would recognize me, especially when I was alone. People wouldn't know Jung Hoseok without his members and when he was with his members, most of them wouldn't care even when he had the main role at that moment. They would only think about another members. That was reason why I didn't usually talk about myself, but about what others had done and how others had been. And fans liked that the most. At that moment I was pretty glad for them not caring. 

Where did that thought come from? 

I went to the park near our dorm.* In the park there is children's playground and I sat down to bench near it taking my mask of. I watched how children played together and smiled when they scared their parents with their tricks. It was actually pretty entertaining. 

Suddenly I felt small hand on my knee. There was little girl in front of me. "Why are you sitting here alone oppa? Are you sad?" Shiver went through my spine. It was just like then.

It was about half a year after my grandma's death. Suddenly my parents had become very busy and they didn't have much time to spend with me.** My sister had started to school and I didn't have even my granny to look after me anymore. Because of that I had more time to spend alone and I had started to go to playground in our neighborhood. There I always sat on bench near playground and hoped that someone -anyone- would come to play with me, but no one ever came. But in that day everything changed.

I was sitting on my usual bench feet hanging in air. It was could autumn day with feeling of soon coming . Northerly was playing around with leaves. They flew in air around the playground  and above forests and houses. Some of the leaves were so high that I wondered could they go to heaven to my grandma if she was there. Grandma. Last year around this time me and granny had done September jobs for the winter together. My eyes glistened at thought of my grandma. I just missed her so much.

"Why are you sitting here alone? Are you sad?" In front of me was a girl around my age. "If you're sad, don't be. Don't cry please. Aren't you cold? Do you want to come play with us? Yongnam, come here, I found a friend to us! By the way, I'm Choi Heeyoung and that boy there is Lee Yongnam. Nice to meet you! How old are you? Are you same age as us? I thin you are. Great, now we can be friends. Can we be? We live near here. Where do you live? Ah, what is your name? My name is- wait, didn't I say that already? But what is your name? Did you say it already? I think I forgot. And-"  Girl talked and talked. She had very loud voice and she talked so fast that I almost didn't get everything. I probably stared  her mouth wide open. Girl was probably right, we we're supposedly around same age. Behind her stood a boy also in my age. He hit girl in waist -not hard, kindly- and it stopped girls never ending rambling. "Wha-"

"Heeyoung, give him time to answer. You are talking too much again. BE quiet. Please" Boy said  when girl looked at him, seemingly annoyed. "Of course I give him time to answer. I wouldn't ask anything if I didn't want him answer. And I don't talk too much! Why are you s-"  "There you go again." Boy interrupted. "I'm sorry for her behavior. What is your name? My name is Lee Yongnam. Nice to meet you." Boy said and bowed. I hastily got up from the bench, bowed and said: "My name is Jung Hoseok. Nice to meet you." "Nice to meet you too. I'm Choi Heeyoung. Let's be good friends." Girl also said, now slower and calmer. "Now, let's go to play something. Come Hobi." I looked at Yongnam surprised because of new nickname. "Okay let's go. I then said and smiled brightly. "Hey Hoseok, you have beautiful smile." Heeyoung said and we went together to play. 

That day was start of long friendship. We went to same schools and we were best friends until high school. And then everything again changed.

"Oppa are you okay? Or are you still sad?" I was torn of my thoughts by that little girl. She now looked concerned because I haven't been answering to her questions. "Ah, no. I'm not sad. I was just thinking about one memory of mine." Is it sad or happy memory oppa?"Girl asked. "Well.. It's both. But let's not think about that. What's your name little one? And how old are you?" I asked and smiled kindly. "My name is Ji Haneul." She said and bowed politely. But you can call me Haneul. We can be friends. If you want. I'm six years old. How old are you oppa? And what's your name?" I quickly thought of answer and then said. "My name is Hoseok. And I can say that I'm pretty much older than you Haneul. But it doesn't matter, we can still be friends. Do you want to be my friend?"

"Yes Hoseokie oppa! Let's be good friends!"

*Yeah, I know this park thing is cliche. But whatever:)

**Remember that this is fanfiction. I do not mean to offend Hobi's real family and even though that in reality Hobi has sister too, his family in this story is fiction and has nothing to do with his real family.

So, now to AUTHOR NOTE:

This was longest chapter that I have yet published. Over 1050 words.

At first I wasn't planning to add my own (important) characters to the story, but right now..  I fell in love with them:)

Ah, please vote BTS at mama awards:) I feel bad asking this, because I haven't been able to vote much either because I have been badly sick again. Hey, someone tell me, what does it mean when your skin color changes to shade of light violet. One day I noticed that parts of my arms and legs had just changed color. It wasn't some ugly purple and they weren't bruises but it looked like I was dead or something. But actually I liked the colorXD And then after couple of days color was back to normal. I didn't came up with any other explanation than bad surface circulation. (I don't know is that right word)

Aaand this story has over 200 reads. Thank you so so much.

But anyways

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Haha I love this picture. He's sooo cute:)