Walking away or Maybe NoT!

Chapter 31- Letting it all out

Cerena's POV

After Aaron had one of the maids clean up the mess, the three of us went into the lounge. Aaron and I are sharing a couch and Blake is on the love seat. With the facial expression that he has, he is still busy processing the information.

"How? When did you find out?" Blake finally spoke.

I looked up at Aaron and he gave me a reassuring smile and a kiss on my forehead to tell me that he is here for me and that he is there for me. I smiled back before turning back to Blake.

Its time to let it all out.

"Remember when I was sick for days, it was just a week before before we broke up." He sit there in a manner saying that he is trying to remember. " I highly doubt you will remember. I bet all you were thinking of that time was getting to Melody." I mumble but the look on Blake's face shows that he heard me.

"I'm so so sorry Cerena. You have no idea how much I regret what I did to you or what I put you..." I held up my hand wanting him to stop because I didn't need to nor want to hear his apologies. So I just nod.

"Anyway, I told you that I was going to the doctor to get checked out. I thought that you would as usual cancel your day and take me but you didn't. I was confused at first but I was feeling to terrible to pounder on it.

So I went to the doctor and they did some tests and that is when I found out that I am pregnant. I was so happy and I thought I couldn't wait to tell you." I said smiling thinking back at my emotions of when I found out I was pregnant. I start drawing circles on my swollen tummy and continue on with my story.

"I made my way to your office and that is when your receptionist told me that you are on leave for a week. So I got my car to locate you. I drove over to Melodies house and used some of my latest gadgets and that's when I got some images of what you guys were up to in the house."

I shiver thinking back of that moment but push the thoughts to the side of my head. "Then I started up with my break up plan. And here we are. Please I do not want to nor need your apologies. I told you I was willing to sacrifice anything for your happiness."

"Why... Why didn't you tell me then that you were pregnant? We could have avoided all this heartache, and no offense Aaron, but Cerena we would have still been together. You know I would have been there for you no matter what." He says looking at me with hurt eyes.

I let out a smile chuckle. "That is the thing. If you really wanted to be with me in the first place, you would never have kept post-ponying the wedding or settle on a wedding date. You would never have cheated on me. You would have come after me when I left you at the park with Sky. What you don't understand is that, I didn't want you to be with me out of obligation, I wanted you to be with me because it is what you wanted and not because I was pregnant!" I basically screamed at him.

I felt Aaron's arms tighten around my waist and it made me immediately calm down. I looked up and smiled at him thanking him. He cupped my face with his large hands and wiped away my tears I didn't even know were streaming down my face.

Damn hormones.