10 - This Will Be The Last Time You'll See Me

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We finally got back here in the England after five days. I told Jay everything about my past and he told me his. He had an ex girlfriend that broke up with him for no reason. He dated her for one and a half year but then, she started acting really strange at their 15th month and he wanted to talk about it but his girl friend changed a lot like she became irritated a lot, annoying, a golddigger, and an attention seeking prick. But, it took him half a year to get over her. I pittied him so much that I wanted to cry for him. 

6 MONTHS LATER

So, Jay and I are on our eighth month together and it's been really fun to be with him. In addition to that, my parents changed and my grades went higher! Woohoo! They also told me that I can go back to Manila and they changed a lot when I gave them high grades because I switched courses; from Business management into Fine Arts. Like they even bought me a beach house in LA with a black Cadillac, Audi TT, and a BMW X6!  They finally understood what I've been going through.

JAY'S pov

The lads and I are in the studio recording some tracks for our third album but I was chilling in the lounge, sitting on the sofa by myself and tweeting some random things when... My ex, Shannon came. My eyes widened and it felt like the first time I saw her... She's beautiful... Wait, wait, Jay, what the fuck are you thinking!? Snap out of it! You love Lauren! I thought. Then, she walked towards me.

"Lads, who told her we were here!?" I asked and none of them answered.

"We need to talk." She said and I didn't move but I just looked at her. "Seriously, this is important. Can we go to your flat?" She asked, her grey eyes piercing through me. I scratched the back of my head and gave her a heavy sigh then the next thing I knew, we were inside a cab going to my flat. I absolutely have no idea why I came with her. We arrived at the flat and we got inside. Out of the blue, She started kissing me and I didn't know why I kissed back but from that moment... I knew I still love her. But what the fuck am I doing!? Why can't I control myself? I can't stop.

LAUREN'S pov

I've been texting and calling Jay all day and he didn't answer any of them. I texted the others and they all replied with the same thing... We don't know but he left with a girl a while ago. I didn't know what to think but I always trusted him and I don't wanna break that. 

             So, I was in the kitchen eating dinner with my parents and we're laughing and talking a lot when my phone buzzed.

"Sorry, I have to take this. Excuse me." I said then they nodded. I got a message from Jay at last! I opened it and... I have to break up with you. Sorry I have to do this over the phone. It said. My heart was smashed into a billion pieces and my world came crashing down... This is how I felt when Daniel died... only he didn't die, my trust in Jay did. I felt my hand roll into a fist and I still have to find out why he did this to me.

"Mom, dad, I have to go. Sorry but I'll be back really soon." I smiled

"Okay, call us if anything happens." My dad said. I got my jacket and I went inside the Cadillac.

"To Jay's flat, please." I said, trying to hide the anger I as having for Jay right now. My knee was shaking and I wanted to punch the window but if I do that again... my right hand might get paralyzed. So, an hour later, I arrived.

"Michael, I want you to go. I'll just call you when I want to go home." I told him then I got outside of the car and  inside his flat without even knocking because I was too angry. It was quiet in here but as I walked towards his room, there were clothes lying in the hallway, mostly his. Then, when I reached to his room, his door was slightly opened and I saw him shirtless... with another blond girl... a fucking blond girl. I pushed open the door like how Max did in the Warzone video and they startled. I saw the girl's face and it was his fucking ex... Shannon! I laughed sarcastically and my anger got ten times worse. "So you decided to take him back?" I asked

"Shannon-" He trailed off

"Just... just make him happy, alright? I don't want anymore excuses and Jay I know you're not fucking drunk. Don't ever call me again or text me. Don't even bother going to my house because I will just tell my parents anyway and they might destroy your career and I don't want that to happen. This will be the last time you'll see me, James McGuiness." I said, while tears were rolling down my cheeks and rain rolling down the window. I ran outside of his flat, not minding if I get wet by the rain or not. I was waiting for him to get me back but he didn't. Then, I saw the guys' van pull over in front of me.

TOM'S pov

when we pulled over in front of our flat and it was raining hard, we all saw Lauren standing there, her hands on her face... I automatically knew she was crying. I removed my jacket and I went out of the car and ran to her, covering her with my jacket but she avoided.

"Don't because I'll be going." She told me, her voice hoarse.

"What happened?" I asked while the rest of the lads surrounded her.

"I love you all, okay? Make me proud. I want you all to be successful in your own lives and especially in your career." she said then hugged us all then ran away. We all tried to catch up after her but she was too fast.

"I bet Jay hooked up with that girl he was with." Nathan said

"Yeah, she actually looked like Shannon." Siva commented

"I'm gonna kick his ass if he hooked up with his bitch ex. I hate Shannon. She's a whore." I said and all of them nodded

"She's a bitch to our fans. Fuck her." Max followed. We all went inside and to his room... he was dressing up while Shannon was doing the same.

"I'm gonna kick your fucking ass, bird!" I snapped

"Jay, how could you hurt her like that!?" Max exclaimed

"She was like our sister and a sister to our fans!" Nathan stated

"I still love Shannon, lads." He said softly.

"Then why did you cheat on Lauren just to be with Shannon!? You could've just told her if you wanted to break up with her but you cheated! You're such a fucking coward, Jay!" I exclaimed. Lauren was an angel to us and our fans. She was like our sister and if anyone hurts her, we'll also hurt them back. She never gave us a hard time and when a fan was down, she was there for them like we were there. Fans loved her but they didn't love Shannon.

"Fuck off! This is my personal life! Get off, we're going out!" He exclaimed

"You're such an insensitive motherfucker, Jay." Siva hissed then we walked away from him. 

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