Mixed Chemistry. A The Wanted Fanfic

11 - Last To Know

LAUREN'S pov

I was running and running until I reached the beach. I sat on the moist sand and cried and cried. I can't believe him. He could've just said it to my face if he wanted to break up with me! He is a coward and I felt like I lost my respect when he did that. Oh my, god, I want to scream! Ugh, never mind, I'll just make a scene so I won't. I called Michael and told him to pick me up in the beach. I went home and wiped my tears away. I saw my parents in the kitchen so I walked to them.

"Mom, dad, can I stay in the beach house in LA? I promise I won't make any trouble." I smiled weakly and they both looked at me.

"Sure but if we hear anything about you, you're back in here." My dad said

"I promise to excel even more, dad. I'm so happy you guys were there for me." I smiled

"When are you leaving?" My mom asked

"Can I leave tomorrow morning?" I answered

"I'll take you there tonight if you want." My dad said

"No thanks, I prefer other pilots in the plane." I laughed

"I'll tell my mate, Gary if you really want to leave tomorrow." He shrugged

"Thanks, dad. Can I leave at six AM? I know it's too early but please I wanna see my new house." I faked... I actually wanted to get away from here as quickly as possible.

"Okay but you have to visit us." My dad added

"And you have to call us once you get there." My mom followed

"Of course I will." I grinned then I went to my room and took a warm shower. I let the warm water relax my muscles and also my mind. It felt good to feel warmth. After that, I put on my tank top and volleyball shorts then I grabbed my phone and turned it off. I blasted my ipod and played Last To Know.

Words travel fast, so you spend all your time in your head...

What's the point in that?

'Cause words never last, 

What you say now is not what you said,

and I'm okay with that.

You're keeping yourself tied up so you won't let me down,

didn't you ever think just maybe?

I'll understand you, just give me the chance to,

Love you more than you'll ever know, even if

it means I gotta let you go.

With or without me, baby you should be happy if you're

headed down another road, won't you leave me with nowhere to go,

Don't let me be the last to know. 

You take all I have,

still I pour you a half empty glass

what's the point in that,

and all I ever asked,

is that you tell me when its not enough,

cause if its real love,

I'll understand you just give me the chance to,

love you more than you'll ever know,

even if it means i gotta let you go,

with or without me, baby you should be happy,

if your heading down another road,

wont you leave me with no where to go,

don't let me to be the last to know,

Maybe you'll find what your really wanted,

its what you left behind,

all your dreams are haunted,

maybe ill move on,

or maybe ill just stay,

Either way,

i hope you'll understand me,

if i say we cant be so if you wanna go,

i want you to know,

Ill understand you just give me the chance to,

love you more than you'll ever know,

even if it means i gotta let you go,

with or without me, baby you should be happy,

if your heading down another road,

wont you leave me with no where to go,

don't let me to be the last to know.

 The song really struck me to my core and I cired my heart out until I have nothing to pour out anymore. The song really suited my situation right now. He should be happy with or without me because it's the only thing important for me right now.