Mirage || Zarry

Chapter 2.

Zayn was always good to his parents while growing up wanted to become something smart, something different. he liked to figure out things, loved learning new things he would soak up the information he would learn and store it for when he needed it most.

At the age of 15 he already knew he wanted to become a doctor of some sort. when he was 16 he lost his friend to suicide and he decided he wanted to help others overcome that feeling of being unwanted and unloved. he always felt like he could of did more to help his friend if he just payed attention a little more. so form that day on that's what he did, he observed every little thing in his way. When he left collage at 18 he went to a 3 year collage to be where he is right now, or heading to I should say.

He has a job at Bradford's local Childers hospital for the mentally insane or BLCHFTMI for short of you consider that short. He's happy to met his clients today and get to know all of them. it's Monday so Liam, Zayn's boyfriend, is heading to work early (as always) and Zayn is heading to work not wanting to be late at all. so when he kisses Liam goodbye he heads off to his new job.

On the other side of town Harry isn't having one of the best mornings. he didn't want to go to school to his parents are trying to get him up and out of bed so that he can make it to school on time. but Harry it's having it he's screaming and crying and scratching at his face, no matter how irritated it gets around the corners of his eyes he keeps scratching.

"Harry you have to get up" Anna begs for her 18 year old son to get up so he doesn't make them all late.

"NO I HATE YOU LEAVE ME ALONE" he cries throwing his pillow at his mom. what Anna doesn't know is that Harry doesn't feel well, he was up all night throwing up and his head really hurts but he won't dear tell his mom, she might yell at him like she is right now and he doesn't want that, but I guess he got it anyways.

"Get up right now Harry Edward Styles you are going to make your father late for work" she says sternly. he huffs and whips his eyes vulgarly

"I hate you" he says and Anna wouldn't admit it but that hurt.

"Very well please get dressed and up for school" she says and leaves

Harry normally dresses, well like a boy but he doesn't want to do that today, he doesn't want to dress in jeans and white shirt so he grabs his white oversized sweater and his sweat pants. he takes a shower and let's the water wash away the tiny blood stain for the corner of his eye. after he's out he wraps a towel around his whole body and sits on his bed. he goes over to his draw and looks at his boxers, he doesn't feel like wearing them, there all the same color and Harry hates that they are all so plain, Harry's not plain he's colorful and happy -sometimes- but he remembers that his mom has colorful underwear, once when she walked out of the shower she was wearing some and he remembered they were red and had a black little bow at the front.

He wants them. he wants the red underwear with the place bow in the front so that's what he does, he goes and gets them. he slips out of his room and into his parents room. everyone is downstairs and they won't find him in hear so he opens his moms Draw and looks at all the colorful undies, some are green, some are pink, some have stripes, some don't but only one has a bow at the front and are red so he takes the out and takes them to his room.

He shuts the door and takes his towel off. he's never had much interest in his body, but he knows he doesn't like it l, doesn't like the way his legs are long and how his fingers basically touch the floor without him having to bend down but he doesn't like to think about that or he will start crying again and he just cough his breath fully.

He slips the red lace underwear in and they feel nice in his milky white skin the hug him a little to right in the front region but he doesn't mind. the string goes up his bum but he doesn't mind he likes they way it feels, it makes him feel pretty, makes him feel good about himself, makes him happy. He knows is Louis could see him right now he would say 'Harry you look so beautiful' because that's what he always said to Harry, he was the only one who thought Harry was truly beautiful and Harry liked being called beautiful. I made his cheeks heat up and his body tingle.

After that he threw on his sweater and sweats and walk down stairs.he ate his breakfast on his side of the table and he hummed to a song he Hurd some kids at his school play. after he was done he got into the car with his father. he got along with his dad more then his mom he didn't understand why but he did. They got to his school and his father signed

"Your going to see... Um... your friend today so I'll be picking you up not mom okay"

"Louis?!?" he said with a smile

"Actually Harry Louis won't be your.... in friend anymore... he I'm had to move " His dad said because well Harry wouldn't understand if he told him that Louis had sadly died for a murder. he wouldn't understand so this was the only way to tell him that he wouldn't be able to see Louis anymore.

"Why did he move?" tears rolling down his face "he hates me doesn't he! I made him upset so he left" Harry pulls at his perfect brown curls

"No no no Harry he had to move away for a little bit, he's going to come back I promise he just went to see his mommy" dan tried to calm his son down pulling his hands away from his hair

"NO HE HATES ME HE LEFT LIKE EVERYONE LEFT HE HATES ME I HATE HIM FOR LEAVING WHY WOULD HE DO THAT TO ME HES MEAN WHY DADDY WHY" Harry cried and all dan could do was watch as his sin scarred at his face again leaving white marks from his face being so red.

There was a knock on the window of the car and Harry looked at the lady standing there it was Mrs. Rose, she had a dress on today and it had butterfly on then it was very beautiful and Harry has cough onto that.

"Harry dear it's time to go in" she smiled

"No" he huffed

"Please we can draw and you can sing songs of you'd like?" she was lying but at the time Harry just wanted to draw at this point

"Fine" he took her hand and they walked in together

"Damn Mrs. Rose let me hit that baby" a boy by the name of nick said, Harry hates nick, he would buck Harry and take his drawings and he hated that.

"Please nick we are in school and I'm an Adult treat me as one" she said with no emotion or interest in the 18 year old

"I'll treat you like a Adult baby he said and slapped her ass. he gasped and let go of Harry's had to go after the boy. after that Harry went to his class, he did everything he would normally do on a Monday and he was tired by the time 1:45pm came around. Mrs Rose -as she always did when Harry's dad came to pick up Harry- she walked Harry out to his car where he gave a small wave and she left as if she was never there at all.

"How was school Haz?" Harry's dad asked trying to make conversation

"It was okay, I didn't bother mrs. Rose today and she let me draw for her" he smiled thinking about when Mrs. Rose kept her promise on letting him color and sing all day.

The rest of the ride was silent you could only hear Harry humming to the radio or the beeping of his dad cussing someone off when a red Toyota try to cut off his big rang rover.

They got to the hospital -or friends house as Harry would say when he was going to visit Louis - and Harry got out. dan wasn't the best dad, he could do more but he loved Harry so at that he grabbed Harry's hand and they walked in hand in hand. he sat at the colorful chairs in the waiting room after getting scanned for anything sharp. his dad checked him in and he waited, he was sad that he wasn't going to be able to see Louis for a long time but he didn't mind, daddy said he's coming back soon so he didn't mind. what he didn't know is that he was going to make a new friend by the name of Zayn Malik.

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Did that suck? I'm sorry but I'm excited to write this story like a lot lol. anyways let me know if you like it!!!

Bye cupcakes

Sorry for mistakes I'm going to edit it (grammar)