Mirage || Zarry

Chapter 16

Maybe not today,
Or tomorrow,
Or even in a year,
But eventually
Things will turn up
You will get better and
Be able to look back
And say with relief:

"I made it"

e.g.

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Peep

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'Wake up harry... everyone is here... even Zayn...'

"Can't"

'WAKE UP'

I flutter my eyes a bit, it's to bring to open then all the way but I try a couple of times and they adjust. I look around to see only zayn and Liam in my room. I don't know who's room they are in but this isn't my room.

"Harry your up thank god" zayn says holding my hand

"Am i in heaven?"

"No bud your not in heaven, your in the hospital"

"It's the place before heaven" Liam scuffs

"Liam go get some air okay" zayn says and Liam's leaves. I don't like Liam

'I do'

"Shhhh"

"Sorry haz" zayn says as he draws patterns into my hands with his thumb

"What happened?"

"Harry 5 days ago you tried to throw yourself out of the window.... you haven't been up much but they kept you here so they could watch over you...."

"Oh.." I said not really understanding what zayn was saying due to me being to tired and just I don't understand

'Make him leave harry'

"I like zayn" I whisper

"I like you to harry... why would you do that? are you sad?"

"I'm not sad, I wanted to see you"

"You could have called..."

"Louis said no"

"Louis doesn't matter..." Zayn was cut off by the doctor and my dad coming in...mom?

"....so he should be fine to go home okay"

"Okay that's great" my dad shakes the doctored hand as he leaves

"Haz you get to go home" I smile as best as I can

"Isn't that good hazza?" Zayn asked

"Yeah.." I whisper and he smiles

"I'll give you to a minutes" my dad says as he leaves the room

"What's that..." I ask pointing to zayns hand

"Oh it's a ring... Liam got it for me" he smiles sadly at the ring

"Why is it your birthday? Did I forget! I can make you a picture" I as frantically not wanting to forget it because that would mean I didn't care

"No hazza it's not my birthday love it's just.... Liam and I love each other so... We are .....un getting... Well married"

"What's married?"

"You know how your dad and mom livid together and had you and they love each other?" He tilts his head a bit

"Yea...."

"Well me and Liam are gunna... Do that... Hopefully" he whispers the last part. I grown and look at him. I don't know what in feeling right now but I feel hurt. My heart hurts and I don't know why

'See harry he doesn't like you get over it you should have jumped sooner you fucking fag'

"Leave"

"Harry..." Zayn tries

"LEAVE NOW LEAVE! LEAVE BEFORE I JUMP JUST LEAVE"

"Harry what's going on?" My dad says running to my side and holding my body

"Make him leave" I look over to zayn

"I'm going..." He says I I sob into my dad's chest.

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I know it's short but I had to update

Bye cupcakes