Mirage || Zarry

Chapter 26

"Harry it's time to see zayn get the fuck up off the floor" his mother yells at him as he has one of his tantrums. he was upset today. Mrs.Rose yelled at him and he didn't know why, he didn't do anything he just felt weird today. his mind was blank the whole day and he felt like he was in a box, a white box with only him. he didn't want that, he wanted Zayn.... he wanted to see him he hasn't in over a week.

He thinks about Zayn to much.

"I-I-I don't w-w-wanna get -u-u-up" he stutters as his cries making him hiccup. his mother already slapped him twice in the face leaving her heavy hand mark on his face. that didn't help the crying.

"Do you want to go see Zayn" he cries and nods bitting his nails.

"Then get the fuck up you retard" she yells at him and he cried harder. his tears running into his light cuts on his face and he sniffles a little bit before he gets up and walked over to his mom

"Are you done?" He nods

"Use your words" he slaps the back of his head. he whimpers and answers

"Y-yes" she growls and walks out to the car with a crying harry following

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"Mr.Malik Harry's here to see you" Veronica says, he nods and harry enters. He sits in the bean bag chair zayn got just for harry when they went to the store. he looks around and sees all the Christmas lights up, he loves zayns office and it makes him so happy. he'd live here if he could, he wants to.

"Hey babe, sorry I was just finishing up on something's, how was your day" he keeps looking around ignoring zayns questions.

"Not in the talking mood" Zayn says and harry looks at Zayn and nods

"Do you feel okay?" He knows not to ask harry wants wrong exactly, he gets upset and Zayn doesn't want that. he knows not to push harry and Zayn won't, he knows.

"C-can we cuddle p-p-please" Zayn smiles. he fixes himself and harry positions himself between him. Zayn wraps his arms around him and they cuddle in the beanbag chair. he pushes his hair out of his face and sees the cuts, he knows harry probably had a fit so he leaves them alone. they are already dried up so he will clean them up before he leaves.

"I-I like the lights zayn-n-nie" he looks up at zayn and smiles, his sleeves covering his mouth.

"Thankx babe, we picked them out together" harry smiles and nods, digging his head into Zayns chest.

"I missed you harry" he whispered

"I missed you to Zaynie" Zayns heart fills up with something that he's not sure he knows but he knows he likes it.

"Zaynie can we do that thing we always do" harry asked looking up at zayn. his cheeks are blushed and zayn knows exactly what he wants. he leans down and connects there lips. harry giggles into the kiss and Zayn can't take him serious but he can't get enough. they kiss for a while and harry does something surprising. he bits Zayns lip and it drives Zayn crazy. he slides his tongue into Zayns mouth, it's something zayn had told harry to do and he's learned to do it without asking now

"Babe, we have to stop before I can't controls myself" zayn says feeling himself getting hard

"Zaynie what's wrong"

"Nothing babe we just- we should stop"

"Why..." You can hear the sadness in his voice

"Babe.. It's just-"

"Do you not like me anymore zaynie? Can we do what mommy and daddy do?"

"Harry that's not- we can't do that" he wants to. he really wants that with harry, badly. he just doesn't want to take something away from harry that he knows he won't get back. he doesn't know if he will see harry after this, he doesn't know if what they are doing is even illegal.

"I do like you harry, so much.....just we... we should wait babe okay. can you wait a little while?" He looks sad but nods.

"Okay zaynie I can wait for you" Zayn sighs and looks down at harry. He wants this, he does, he's just not sure if he can do it without Liam finding out about him.

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Long time no see cupcakes

How was this? Was this okay? Hopefully

How about that picture? I wish it was real :/ anyways!!!

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