Dreamer

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I woke up to find myself sitting on grandma's lap, she was still young and beautiful, we were both on her favourite chair and she was reading me a book.

My sister comes in, she looked very different, her hair was styles in pigtails, and had her least favourite coloured shirt on-Pink, not to mention that she was a kid, i was gonna comment about her looks but my mouth was tightly shut and my eyes were on the book grandma was reading for me.
She turns the page to find that the book was over and asks me to go out and play.
I hear a childish voice come out of me,
"Okay granny" says the voice.

My tiny feet take me running to the front door, and push the heavy thing open.
I look around to find many kids in the playground.
They all had their focus on me once i stepped in, 
I thought they loved me and i put on a smile and waved at them, instead i got one of them making fun of me and soon the rest were joining in, they threw dirt at me and i was crying.

I felt arms wrap around me.

It was another who came to defend me.
"Stop!!"He yells at the others.And they do as he orders."We shouldn't be thwowing diwt at each othew !We made a wule to be kind to ewery one!"
With those words, he takes me back in the house by the hand and tells granny about it all.

She pats his head and takes us both for a change, she changes for me first and then him.I didn't know why but i sort of wanted to stay by his side for the rest of the day.And he didn't seem to mind, he took me by the hand and led me to his other six friends, each of them was nicer than the other.
They were all but i didn't mind , I was only sitting next to that boy, we got really close day by day, we attended Primary school together, and it was actually one of the years i was loved by everyone. I had a really sweet time with these friends.
We would play at granny's park every day. And on nights he would sometimes beg his parents to stay with me.

And i remembered the night he and his friend, stayed at my room in first grade, we were looking at the sky from my secret place, which was the biggest window in the whole house, i opened the curtains to reveal a beautiful sky, i sat in the middle of the two boys, we were covered in blankets having our chocolate milk,

I was reminded of one of them telling me that i was as beautiful as one of these stars, and he had pointed at the biggest star of them, the other said i was even prettier, I had never been any happier, sadly, i moved out into Japan soon with my grandma, i never did see my friends again.
I saw the moment i wished them happy lives right before i left, i kissed their cheeks, and the boy who has defended me pulled me into a tight hug, he cried silently on my shoulder, and i wiped his tears away, i promised them to be back soon.
And i did, but i never saw them again.
I grew up , and went to finish my studies in the US, i had a boyfriend, i had a happy life, but that didn't last too long.

The scene switched from old me to the little girl with the boy she loved, he was holding her hand, his head resting on her shoulder.
I saw my older self standing behind them, watching the sunset, he turned back to look at me.And to my surprise.

Beautiful eyes....

[How was it so far??
-Chimchichu~
|this part just has the dream, everything in here was in ji yeon's dream.|]

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