'•My Only One•'[JUNGKOOK ]

Broken

- Jungkook's P.O.V. -

He felt his heart shatter.

He didn't really have a reason for that.

His entire life, he thought he was going to be happy when one of his hyungs have a girl that likes them. He thought he was gonna be the cupid , the one that brings both of them together.

This feeling was different.

He felt horrible.

He didn't want what he imagined to happen at all.

He didn't want her with his hyung.

He didn't want her with anyone else at all.

He just found it too hard to imagine her with someone else.

Hearing his best friend, or more like, older brother's name was always the best thing to hear.

For the bond they shared, was stronger than any other.

But, this time, it didn't  sound the same way it did.
It made him feel even worse.

He didn't want to go back to the company, even though his hyungs would worry. Or would take it in some perverted way, like how they usually take most of the things.

But he didn't want to go back looking like this.
He didn't want them to see this side of him.

He knew that one day, either Jimin or Ji Yeon would confess to the other.

He knew he had to cope with it.

He wanted his hyung to be in a happy relationship.

He didn't want such a silly girl to end his friendship with any of the members.

Even though that silly girl meant everything to him.
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He rests his head on the driving wheel.

He just felt miserable.

He knew his life doesn't end here.

But he didn't know what to do.

The way he felt towards her was different from how he felt towards anyone.

He had to move on.

Take the idea that she didn't like him more than a friend into reality.

He had to like someone else.

That was a very difficult thing for him, he didn't know why it had to be her.

But the memories that they shared together.

The idea that she didn't remember any of them.

It all broke his heart.

What he wanted in his life, he lost it all in just one word.

Hoseok always told him to have hope in everything.

Yoongi always reminded him to not give a fuck about others, because one day, they may forget him.

Jin and Taehyung told him to care about people the same way they care about him.

Namjoon told him to be good to everyone.

Jimin told him to love a person the same way they love him.

He knew he failed the last one.

He wondered why it had to be that one.

But as he thought deeper.

He knew each of them liked each other.(jimim and Yeoni).

They liked each other equally.

It meant that it was never him who had to be with her at all.

He just wished that he wasn't a person to fall easily.

Although it wasn't easily at all.

During his entire life, all the girls that he met.He never felt a bit of likeness towards them.

Unlike her.

She made him happy when he was young.

Even now. Except that he gets too shy around her now more than before.

The way his heart races when he is around her.

The way he felt his face burn.

It was all enough proof.

Enough proof that he loved her.

He can't deny it any longer.

But he has to move on.

Even if he didn't want to.

Even if he liked how she made him feel.

He only wanted to move on.

Because that one day would come soon.

The day, he won't be able to live any more.

The day, he would have his heart broken again.

He wanted to try and tell  her how he felt.

But he feared she was going to reject it.

Even with none of that happening yet.

He felt miserable each moment.

He couldn't get the thought of him and her , once young, once together out of his head.

If he just told her how pretty she talked about one of the colourful fields of flowers.

If only he told her how she meant everything to him every time she smiled.

If only he told her how much he loved her when she told him he had Beautiful Eyes.

That was from the past.He lost it all.

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"I hate myself..."

He chuckles through tears.

No...

I hate myself for falling for you, Ji Yeon.

-The end-

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Ik this chapter was sad, and Im sorry if I made any of u cry.
I promise to make a happy ending for the book.

Also, he parked infront of his house, to clear up any possible confusions.

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