Redemption

Chapter 18

Jing Yi's POV
Just hoping that really nothing could've gone wrong at the amusement park because literally I don't want to ruin the day I have fun... which is going on rides and eats some sweets and it has been a while that I have seen my parents... and plus so much confusing feelings that I... I just want to clear...

I guess... but it is super annoying to deal with it... I don't understand why humans have such difficult feelings or have feelings... it's annoying! But... some time it's a good thing but some time it is annoying as heck that can drive you insane! Guess... everything that is good always has a side effect huh...

"What's on your mind princess?" Mum asks, "I-it's nothing much but we are 100% going on the rides together right?" I asked excitedly. "No, no." Mum said while rubbing my head, "You and Xiao Kai have fun while us parents go on honey moon." "B-but... why...?" I pouted with sadness.

"Because mummy and daddy haven't been on a honeymoon for a while because of the amount of the work that we have to do." Mum said while patting me on the head. "Okay................." I replied while looking out the window. It really has been a while that we have gone to a amusement park.

~Flash Back~
"I love the amusement park! It's always so fun to come and play at!" I exclaimed. "I know right! But at least we are here together instead of alone! Or else it would've been lonely..." Xiao Kai said. "Come on let's go on the Ferris wheel!" I shouted as I sprinted towards it.

"Come on! Xiao Kai! Hurry up! You're so slow!" I wined. "Okay! I'm coming!" He shouted back. When we got on the Ferris wheel it was so cool but I was too afraid to move because... I don't want the thing to fall or break... and when the Ferris wheel at the highest point... the view was amazing...

Everything is just so majestical...
~Flash Back ends~

And basically when we have time we always go to the amusement park. It was really fun... but I don't think that the same fun that I had before will happen here... all I know the feelings there is gonna be is hatred and sadness... because I don't know if I can even forgive him... I mean... its a presents but the words he say have hurt me badly.

"We're here!" Mum said with all the excitement that she has. It's just like shes a kid right now... ugh... why do I even think that... that is weird... but maybe... she has a inner kiddish inside her. And... why does mum and dad want me to be with Jun Kai...? It's weird... I don't even feel like we're meant to be to be honest...

I got out of the car and saw the two parents have already went in and they already have the tickets with them... which... I didn't get a ticket... "So... erm... am I suppose to be here?" I asked myself. "Yes, you're meant to be here." Jun Kai said while standing in front of me.

"Erm... okay..." I said while looking away. "Come on, let's go in; plus... our parents are gonna have some honey moon... with... us being here." He said while putting two of his hands in the pocket. "Okay... but... this is NOT a date right? Because I wanna go around the amusement park alone." I said.

"Well... the thing is that our parents wants us to play together or hangout," He said "and this isn't a date so don't worry." "Okay... cool... erm... let's go." I said while walking a head of him.

Jun Kai's POV
"Okay... but... this is NOT a date right? Because I wanna go around the amusement park alone." Jing Yi said. I mean... I remember you said that being at the amusement park alone is lonely... so... why are you trying to act like that... acting you don't even know me...

"Well... the thing is that our parents wants us to play together or hangout," I sighed and said continue saying "and this isn't a date so don't worry." I think... even though this isn't a date but maybe there might be a chance in this amusement park can make her forgive me... just... need to do it on the right time and I was hoping this would be a date instead of... not a date...

"Okay... cool... erm... let's go." She said while heading towards to the entrance. Is she trying to avoid me? *Sigh* sometimes... I can really not understand girls... but if it is Jing Yi it would be easy... but I don't know why is it so hard to understand her now!

Jing Yi's POV
I don't even know if I should be happy... or... sad... I sighed and walked towards a merry go around and stared at it. "Hey, miss do you want to go on the merry go around?" The guy asks. "Oh... erm... I'll just look around..." I said while still standing at the same spot.

Why is it so empty...? Where is other people at...? "Hey, baby girl why are you here alone?" I turned around and saw dad walking towards me. "Hmm...? Oh I... umm... wanna be alone for a while..." I said. "Where is Xiao Kai?" Dad asks. "His... at... the... the..." I said while thinking of a place where a person could've gone to. "Bathroom!" I said.

"Ah, okay... do you have any guys on mind?" Dad asks. "What? Erm... no dad... I don't have any guys on mind." I said, I mean... I did have a guy on mind but thats literally he made me not liking him anymore so... I just shrugged it off...

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SOZ GUYS! FOR NOT POSTING FOR SOOOOOOOO LONG T^T

I HAVE EXAMS LAST WEEK SO I CAN'T WRITE BC I NEED TO BE SO FOCUS ON MY REVISING AND ALL!

IT WAS STRESSFUL! REALLY STRESSFUL! AND MY CREATIVITY HAS FINALLY CAME BACK! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

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