dolan twins ; imagines.

↬ loss [e]

IMPORTANT;
I MADE THIS CHAPTER INTO A BOOK GO READ IT AND VOTE PLEASE THANKS.
( its called letters)
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[ day 15. ]

dear y|n,

it's been 15 long agonizing days with your loss, my heart clenches with pain each and every time your name is mentioned, my mind in a haze thinking of every broken memory i have left of you, from the time we broke in a haunted hospital for a video, to the time we bought frozen yogurt and went for short walks on the beach, under the twinkling stars and the beautifully shining moon.

your mother and father are so distraught and have been very distant from everyone after you left, not gonna lie, we all have, to the point where i can't even remember the last time i ate a proper meal, or the last time i smiled.

your loss felt like someone got a pair of scissors and tore away my heart strings so unforgivingly, wanting me to feel the pain both physically and emotionally, and i did. i felt every bit of it.

i'm losing my mind, i am. but do you blame me?

imagine losing someone so insanely close to you, it's like a knife to the chest, stabbing brutally at your chest, over and over, yet, you're still breathing, you're still feeling.

you are still here.
and they're not.

your dearest,
ethan.

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fuxk what did i just write omf my heart hurts.
tho i would really like to know what you think of this chapter?
*LIGHTBULB*
YA'LL I JUST HAD A BRILLIANT IDEA OMFMFMFMFMFMF BUT IDK IF I MIGHT ANNOUNCE IT YET, I MIGHT GET A FRIENDS ( OR READER'S) OPINION AND THINK IT THRO THEN I'D TELL YOU GAMAJAUAO