All Mine

Chapter 5

I immensely hated the fact that Lauren just bought up the "incident". That was something that I tried so hard to forget about and had forgotten about until now.

     "Like I said, I don't dwell on the past. Besides I had forgotten about that and would prefer if you never bought it up again." I hissed at Lauren. I love her and we get along really well but that was one topic that really worked my nerves. I got up from my seat and made a beeline down the hall to the bathroom. I felt the tears streaming down my eyes. When I reached the bathroom there was a boy coming out the boys' bathroom. Then I heard a familiar voice.

    "Hey, Abagail, what's wrong?" Jamie asked in a highly concerned voice.

   "I'd rather not talk about it." I said so low that I could barely hear myself. Then I walked in the bathroom and watched Jamie walk away. Then it hit me. The pang of guilt. I felt really bad that I didn't tell Jamie. He was concerned and just wanted to know. He was being a good friend and I was being rude. The tears were still coming down my face. I washed my face with cold water. Lauren's voice replayed in my head once again. "Maybe he thought that you were trying to get back at him for what happened with the "incident". I can't believe that she would bring up the fact that Oliver had cheated on me and that he would think that I was using Jamie as a way to get back at him. That happened almost 4 months ago. Knowing Oliver that would be exactly what he thinks. I would never be so cliché or sink down low to his level. Sometimes I don't know why we still are together. Right now it's more of a reputation thing because everyone just ships us. Its kind of expected of me. As I walked back to class, I still felt really bad about what I did to Jamie so I went around to look for him. When I finally found him, I put my face I the window and stared directly at him. Once we made eye contact, I saw him to begin to get up from his seat and walk my way. When he got in the hallway, I practically pulled him to the side.

    "Jamie look, I'm sorry for the way I acted earlier. I was just really upset. I didn't mean-" before I could even finish he cut me off.

    "Abagail, it's okay. Everyone has their bad days." he said staring directly into my eyes with his pale grey eyes. We were so close to each other. We stayed looking into each other's eyes and then leaned into each other until his lips touched mine. We kissed hard and the he stuck his toungue in my mouth and I put mine in his. We made out for like five minutes before we pulled away. In those moments it felt like we were the only ones who existed. Damn, he was a good kisser. For someone who so shy and said he hasn't had that many girlfriends, he kissed good.

    "I'm so sorry. I know you have a boyfriend and he's gonna kill me now." Jamie said nervously.

   "It's not your fault, I did it too and Oliver doesn't have to know. It'll be our litle secret." I said quietly, almost in a whisper.