I woke up to find myself in a room that was not familiar. I stood up and was about to call out for Jessica when I remembered that I was in my room. I sighed and laid back down. I cringed at the thought of last night. How was I going to explain that to Patrick? I felt embarrassed. And worse of all I lied to Patrick about my dream. It wasn't about my Mom.
*Dream flashback* (A/N I don't know what else to call it lol)
I stood back in the cafeteria in the orphanage. I looked down at the tray in my hands and looked around for Jessica and Logan. I finally found them at the center table where all the cool and popular kids sat. I was not surprised to see Jessica there, everyone would invite her to sit at their table, but Logan sitting there shocked me. Logan usually sat with me or his "Dorky friends" as he called them.
I walked over to an empty sit at a nearby table. I heard laughter from the other table and pulled down my shirt and pulled up my pants. The laughter got louder and I blushed. I ate my sandwich and chewed slowly trying to act lady like. I had this thing where I was uncomfortable eating infront of people. I always thought they would think I was fat or judge me. I took another small bite. I heard laughter and two of the girls from the table stood up and left. As they passed behind me they whispered, "She should lose some weight. Fat bitch."
I tried to suck up my stomach and then everyone in the table stood up and walked over to my table. They all looked at me. "H-H-Hi." I stuttered while covering my face with my bangs. I pulled up my hoodie. Next thing I knew I didn't have bangs anymore or my hoodie. Everyone could see my face clearly. They whispered among eachother, "Poor child. Look at how ugly she is. No wonder her mom left her." "Such a disappointment. " "I can't believe we were her friends. " I looked at Logan as he said that. He had such a pity face. I stood up and grabbed the plate. I walked in a hurry to the trash can and somehow slipped on the wet floor. The sandwich fell on me and I looked up to see Patrick and Elisa. They shook there heads in disappointment. I tried to speak but couldn't find the words to say.
"Poor thing," whispered Elisa in pity. They shook there heads and left. I sat on the wet floor with cheese and lettuce on my hair. I blinked back my tears. The kids all gathered around me shaking there heads. "No one loves you." "No," I said. "Just a waste of space." "No," my voice broke. "Does she even have any friends?" "Stop." "Disappointment. Disappointment. Disappointment. " "No. Stop. Stop." I covered my ears as I broke down in tears. "No one will ever love you. You're just a disappointment. " "NO!"
*End of dream flashback.*
I groaned and put my head to the pillow. But they're right you know, something in my head told me. "Shut up, " I told myself and got out of bed. What should I do? I sighed. I stood up and grabbed the green blanket. I really liked it. It smelled like Patrick. I walked out the door and walked down stairs as quietly as I could. I walked to the couch and laid down on it. I turned on the Tv and decided to watch some Spongebob. After watching that episode where Gary runs aways (A/N I cried the first time I saw that episode and I always will) I decided to walk some news. My Mom and I used to do that before she . . . Well you know. Not before she died. But before she got so . . . depressed and angry.
"Okay so further news, 10 injured in car accident in Pasadena. Two buses crashed. The drivers have not been found and 2 are dead." My stomach growled. I patted my stomach. "I'm sorry tummy . You're going to have to wait until Patrick wakes up. Hang in there." I watched the news until my stomach was really grumbling. "Okay, okay let's go find some food." I stood up and walked into the kitchen. I stood on my toes and looked through the cabinets. I could not find cereal anywhere. I groaned. "Where does Patrick keep his cereal!?" I looked around the kitchen but could not find a thing.
I sighed after looking around for a cereal box for 10 minutes. I sat at the table and put my head down. "Food, Food, Food!" I grumbled. I heard laughter and I looked up to see Patrick looking at me. "PATRICK YAY!! YOU'RE UP!! WHERE IS THE CEREAL!? DO YOU HAVE FOOD!!!" Patrick laughed nervously. "Sorry Cora. We need to go shopping for food." I stood up. "Well then let's go!" "You need to change first. " I ran into my room and grabbed a T-shirt and some blue jeans.
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Adopted by Fall Out Boy (FAN FIC)
FanfictionCora is a girl who's Mom died. One day she is adopted by Fall Out Boy. She is afraid that she will disappoint them or they won't love her. Will her suspicions be correct and will she be disappoint them? Or will they love her and give her a new fami...