Long Way From Home [BWWM] [UNDER CRITICAL EDITING]

Chapter 19

Caelum's P.O.V

"Can we hold this off until tomorrow?" I begged Lily as she laid against my shirtless chest. She was trying to start the living situation again and I honestly didn't feel like having this perfect moment ruined.

Our naked bodies rubbing against each other was enough pleasure to make anyone go mad. She was amazing in every single way and bed was no different.

"I guess we can hold it off, but we have to talk about it eventually."

"I know that, but this moment is to perfect to mess up."

She smiled and rubbed my stomach, "you are so right. That was amazing."

"Wasn't it? I'm never going to get over that. Have you seen my horse?"

"Which one?" She asked deviously as she traced the area above my hips.

"Oh naughty naughty. I might have to spank you for that one."

"Please daddy."

We both laughed at how we sounded when we tried to act 'sensual'.

"But I mean Peaches and Nina. Nina's pregnant currently and Peaches wants all the attention for herself. They're sisters."

"I would love to see them, I love horses."

"I have a few riding horses too."

"Yep, I've seen your 'riding horse'."

"Full of it today aren't we?" I asked playfully smacking her butt with a smirk.

"This is so perfect." Lily said dreamily.

"I know."

"All my other relationships, I've been forced to be something I'm not. With you I can just be myself."

"I'm glad and I feel the exact same way."

Lily let a yawn go and I laughed.

"You can go to sleep now." I laughed and she hit my chest playfully before cuddling into my chest and a while later she began snoring softly.

I never wanted to loose this. To loose her. Would she still love me though after the secrets I've hidden from her?