One soul [RinXLen;Secrets sequel]

Hard Choices.

A/N: I apologize for the delay of the update. After One year and Four months, I present to you the next chapter of One Soul. I'm really sorry that I have neglected this and the other fanfictions that you guys have been waiting for. I hope you can forgive me. I'll do my best to update and finish this to the end but I hope that you patience can extend to that day.

o(TT~TT)o I'm so sorry I didn't update...There is so many reason why...But I hope you like this one. 
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General POV (This will be the rest of the POV for the rest of the book from here throughout.)

Lenka allowed herself to take this one chance, one fleeting moment to give her stiff and guarded act up, to melt in the hands of the idol known by the name of Len Kagamine. Rin was silent, quiet--but she was there, savoring every kiss with Lenka, feeling and hearing every rustle and contact of their skin and clothes.

It was that fleeting moment that the girls, both souls, felt bliss. A painful familiar bliss they know will not last but it was a memory being created.

His lips on hers molded and melted the other, the sensation of it being so pleasurable that everything else is silenced in the room. Not eve the small drops of rain was heard. It was just them, their breathing, their hearts beating.

Len pulled away momentarily, raising the mug of hot chocolate to Lenka's lips once more. "Drink. It'll keep you warm." He said gently to the blonde who had nothing but awe in her eyes.

Lenka took a sip from her mug once more, walking over to her bed to take a seat. Len joined her as well, taking the girl's legs and placing them on his own. "Doesn't this feel better?"

"What? Being pampered by Len Kagamine or being treated like a girlfriend?" She asked, a teasing smile on her lips. Len chuckled to her comparison, finding it painfully funny. " Lenka, you are an awful companion. I thought girl's like these? Being comfortable."

"Doesn't anyone? It's just that, you make it a little hard..." She smiled sadly, finishing the rest of her concoction. "Don't you think it's time I let Rin take over? Even for me, this isn't..." She placed her mug by the stand and pulled her legs away from Len with a sinking feeling in her chest. "It doesn't feel right for me to be here. I also feel like I got all of us into trouble because I was born."

"Lenka, NO!" Len exclaimed, protesting to Lenka's statement. She sounded so convinced of it that to her, it sounded so true. That everything that happened to the people around her was caused by one thing. Her existing. "Look, just because you carry Rin's soul, doesn't mean you are not entitled to your own. Your body is yours. Your life is yours. You're not meant to give it up."

Lenka stood from her bed, her system shaking with her eyes welling up. "Len, as much as I want to believe that, I am carrying the soul of your beloved, the soul of a the Queen of all Vampire race, I am carrying the soul of Rin Kagamine who was loved by everyone in her past life. God Forbid, you only see her and not me. THEY only see her and not me, Lenka Kagamine." The blonde broke down, taking a shaky breath to keep herself composed but she has to say it out loud somehow.

She has felt that way ever since Len had come in in her life. Heck, even when she was a child, Akaito might have looked at her as if she was Rin and not her own person.

"Look, Len. I'm trying to keep myself together for them all. I am trying to keep up with everything that has happened. I am still Lenka Kagamine and I have my family to appease, a company to run and if those don't sound bad enough, Rin is residing in my body and I am a vampire." The blonde took out a book, slamming it open to show Len the articles that her family have collected about Rin, Him, and other more important names of their bloodline.