"Lana, just listen to me!" He shouted as I kept walking away from him.
"Lana!" He finally caught up and grabbed my arm, "Dale, let go of fucking arm!" I shouted as he pulled me to a hug.
"You'll just say I'm a maniac.." I whimpered out as he gave m...
I continue to caress her hair, humming her silent night like I used to three years ago. "You feeling all better?" I ask as I find out that Lana had fallen asleep on my lap. I smile, slowly get her off me and make my way out of the room feeling absolutely amazing.
"So, what did ya do?", asked Eli causing me to jump a bit, "I-i comforted her, duh!" I blush. Eli smirked at me and patted my head, I sighed in relief walking to the balcony, thinking.
I tried to get all the negative memories of last night, I just hated it... "What'cha thinking about?" I heard Sally come up from behind, I let a gasp out, shook at the fact that Sally asked what I'm thinking of.
"Nothing, Nothing!" I stutter as Sally made her way towards me sighing, "I know why you ran off last night." She said. My palms got sweaty, my throat was itchy and my chest was burning like crazy.
"You needed a break from all of it." She continues to tell, "All of Lana's problem, your parents problems, school, and YOUR problem." I rested my arms against the balcony's edge, trying to catch my breath.
"Everyone knows what's wrong with you except for Lana...you have to tell her someday!" She finished as I slowly sat down breathing heavily.
"I don't...want to make her even more stressed.." I panted. "But you already are!" Sally shouted as I gazed at her with wide eyes. "She doesn't know HER own problem and if you keep showing the symptoms, the day you die will be the day she dies with you!" I stood up and stormed off covering my ears.
I kept thinking to myself how do I confess to Lana, how I tell her the truth, how does a person confess to a psycho?! "Oy, Al." Toby softly slapped my cheek, I shook my head and stared at her confused.
"You zoned out, what were youthinking of?" I stare at her for a little longer as she showed me a meme of some sort, causing me to chuckle.
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She sat next to me ruffling my hair, "So, how are ya gonna tell her?" I rolled my eyes and bit my lip. "I don't really know how.." I reply as she patted my back, "It's best that you rest, you need it." She walked off as I made my way to the room.
I stare at Lana sleeping on the bed, curled up in the sheets, I then look at my mattress and thought of an idea. I made my way to Lana's bed, carefully laying down so I don't wake her up, hugged her, caressing her hair, while humming silent night to myself.
It was actually the best sleep I've ever had in my life, but then I had some flashback or nightmare.
~Alan's Nightmare~
"D-Dad?" I asked tugging onto his shirt tightly, "Shh, just hang on tight kiddo, just hang on." He whispered as my other Dad kept driving like a maniac towards the hospital.
We finally made it to the hospital, as soon as the doors opened, I felt a massive pain in my chest causing me to scream loudly. "What's wrong with the patient?!" The nurse asked, "The patient is lighting up like a Christmas tree!" The doctor replied getting a needle.
I kept screaming, tossing and turning and kicking my feet, struggling to stay awake, I could see my two dads at the window, distraught at the sight of their child at the verge of death.
I felt the needle pierce my skin slowly, I just screamed louder, to the top of my lungs, "Put the patient to sleep, we need to commence an operation!" I heard the doctor yell, I could see the mask I had on, with some gas to put me to sleep.
I closed my eyes slowly, officially numb. After a while, I woke up to see my two dads crying tears of joy, "He's alive, he's alive, he's alive!" I hear Rocky (I call one of my dad's that) shout hugging Jerry (that's my actually dad's name) tightly.
"Your son is very strong, he might as well live to be in his teen years." The doctor stated. I saw Rocky's face go pale, "Will he go to college?" He muttered.
"That's of this doesn't happen again, if it does, I'd recommend you get him a death suit.." The doctor trailed off as Rocky sighed shakily, Jerry was kissing me all over my face saying "you're ok" like a million times.
~back to reality~
I woke up with eyes wide, screaming. I could see everyone in the room staring at me concerned. "What the hell was that?!" Dale asked, "Someone's for a wet dream gone wrong." Toby whispered, "Jesus Christ!" Eli shouted, "What the fuck.." Sally muttered as Lana just stared at me silently.
"Alan...are you...ok?" Lana asked, I sighed sitting up, "No, I'm not ok.." I finally decided to tell her.
"Alan, don't." Dale said biting his lip. "Lana, there's something I've been meaning to tell you for a while.." I continue, everyone else left immediately.
"What is it?" Lana sat next to me, "When I was 5, I went to the hospital." I was cut off, "Mhm, and?" She asked.
"As soon as we entered, I felt this massive pain in my chest, I began to screaming like a maniac." I continue, I could see that her eyes went from bright to dull.
"They put me to sleep so they could operate me and...I light up like..a Christmas tree.." I kept trailing off, I could see tears forming in Lana's eyes already, her nose red, she was trembling.
"I was diagnosed with..Lung..cancer.." I took a pause just to hear Lana's response, she just stayed silent. "And if it happened again I wouldn't..I won't... It means that I'll die at any moment." I finished.
Lana immediately broke down into tears, she punched me like 10 times, I grabbed ahold of her arms when she gonna the the eleventh.
"Why didn't you tell me?!" She shouted trying to punch me, I stayed silent, "Why couldn't you tell me earlier?!" She asked again struggling more with no reply.
"TELL ME WHY!" She yelled, "I couldn't tell you because it was hard!" I finally replied causing her to shut up, "It was hard to tell you because I care for you!" I continued.
"It was hard to tell you because I love you, Alana!" I could see her blush, she put her hands down and just stared at me.
"I love you Lana and... I didn't want you to find out until it was confirmed that I'm gonna be ok.." I finish.
She sniffled, wiping her tears with her sweater, "You..You..." She couldn't think of what to say, she kept pausing.
"I need air." She finally spoke, putting in some shoes and running out the door. I saw Dale at the doorway, he was also in tears to but not like Lana, he was at least just standing next to the door with the tears rolling down.
"Now she needs to know her problem.." he said as I just screamed in anger, digging my face into the pillow, like a madman.
I heard Dale come to me, about to hug me. I pushed him away but he still gave me the hug anyways.
This is the third day of our freedom from school and parents, and it started off terribly.
And boom, Alan has cancer. Will he die or will he live longer? Meh who knows! Hope y'all enjoyed this chapter See you in the next one!
