Someday Soon. By Hassanab

Chapter Three

Chapter Three

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I felt as if i was being pulled in different directions by unseen forces forcing me to make a decision, a decision in which whatever the option might be i will still end up hurting someone, the question running through my mind was who would it be.

I was lost in thought that i didn't noticed that i was no longer alone, until i was tapped on the shoulder that brought me back from my reverie.
Miss are you alright ? i nodded my head because i couldn't reply without bursting into tears, i was on the verge of crying ,i quickly covered my eyes with my hands because of the rays of the sun that was shinning brightly, am fine, thank you i replied hastily as i stood up from the bench and picked up my bag thanking the woman again as i decided to head back home as i realized that i had been waiting at the park for over an hour and he is yet to come.

I was heading back to the parking area when i was stopped by a little girl with a card in her hands .
Auntie this is for you ....she said with a huge smile on her face, i bent down to retrieve the paper from her.
who sent you ? i asked the cute girl and she pointed towards a canopy and i saw a guy with his back towards me, so i opened the letter and those few words broke my already shattered heart again.
It was written in caps letter "ARE YOU GIVING UP ON US." My lips trembled on their own accord, i tried desperately hard to stop crying as i quickly wipe my eyes as they turned misty.
I can do this that was the mantra i was repeating again and again, as i approached him, you are doing what is best for the family i as i came closer to where he was actually standing which was just a few steps from me.

Hello, Amir i greeted him and i was trying to behave as normal as i could as he turned towards me betrayal was written all over his face and his shoulder was slumped as if he was bearing all the burden of the entire world on his shoulders.

You came, i thought you where on house arrest, he replied i quickly sat down and started playing with my hands so as to serve as a distraction , I turned around to take a look of the scenery that would have been perfect for a date assuming the situation was different " don't worry your precious family won't see you here", i made sure of that he said with sarcasm my heart broke into a million pieces, never in my mind had i taught i would be on the receiving end and its hurts so much.

Am so sorry i never knew it would come to this, i couldn't even look him in the eye, i waited for his response but didn't get any and the silence was creeping me out, so i said the first thing that came out of my mouth i guess its all over!!

what? he exclaimed are you really this cold and heartless. No wonder i was warned against this the first time , but i choose to ignore them not knowing that they where right.
who gave you the right to toy with my heart like that hmn ,am a human being not a puppet that you can pull its string in any direction you want giving me a look that if looks could kill I would have been six feet under by now.
Answer me he said but it came out loud and i could feel people glancing at our direction.
Pls don't cause a scene we don't need this right it doesn't have to end like this way we could still be friends you know

By them do you mean your family they don't have the right to judge because I have never hurt them before, so what gives them the right to judge me

I don't know what they have told you but i can tell you that they are all rumours, and its not true.

Always trying to be defensive but you know one thing in life is that name, wealth, status does not make a person, only virtue does
he continued in the same breath a man can have all those things and still not be happy.
I didn't mean for this to happen and i came out of courtesy and respect that I have for you and I didn't want us to break up on the phone.

Please don't make me regret this i said turning my back on him.

I wish you the best in life and I know someone out there is made for you.

I have already accepted my faith because i know everything that his happening is from from Allah (SWT) and its a phase that will come and go.

Thank you so much, I know you will understand i said picking up my bag from the table and was about leaving.

Not so fast, I was just curious and wanted to ask this question did you ever loved me he asked
Why? What difference would my answer makes to you, just wanted to know whether its worth fighting for because I was raised to fight for what is mine
I mustered courage and gave him the answer that might change everything . my heart was screaming yes but when I opened mg mouth to utter the word nothing came out , as I was about giving him my answer my phone rang saving me from ruining his life, I answered my phone and I heard my mum's voice on the other side of the line,

Where are you meena? you are suppose to be back and the wedding planner is already here, so hurry up and come home, mummy I can't he loves me a lot and I decided to give everything up to be with him mum.

What !!! are you crazy do you want your father to end up in jail, I thought he already told you everything, I should have never allowed you to see him , my mum started sobbing begging me not to make her a widow,
What should I tell him mom he just wanted me to answer whether i really loved him or not, you know if you give him the answer he wants he won't let you go, for the sake of the family and his own future please say no she said crying uncontrollably on the phone, I was so confused and started using my relaxing techniques so as not have a panic attack, so i promised her to break up with him for the good of everyone.

As I walked back to where he was actually sipping the lemonade he might have bought some minutes ago because looking at my expression back then he could have guessed that I was going to say something positive.
Amir, am so sorry the answer is no,
What did you say ? i was about repeating what I said when he caught me short don't, i heard you the first time he looked defeated and I was beating my self inside why I caused him a lot of pain in order for him to live a life full of possibilities and not end up in a game that was bigger than us altogether.
Thank you for making me see you for who you really her, a snob.
Goodbye Ameena. I hope when our part ever cross again you would be happy with this decision of yours.
And without a backward glance he left and drove out of the park with me still being shocked at the turn of events as I fell on the floor and cried.
Crying for losing mg first love
Crying for having to be the sacrificial lamb.

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