Different with you (Taylor Caniff)

Chapter 24 **last chapter

**************Skipping to California*************
I got a cab to go over to Emily's place. I arrived there was a car already there I assumed it was Cameron's rental. I walked in to the house and I saw Emily on the couch I ran up to her, "O my god Em. How are you has Cam come?" I look around. "Yes, Cam came and he is in the bathroom right now." "How are you?" I asked. "I'm holding up. I decided no abortion but I am still deciding on keeping the baby. My aunt and uncle have been trying and they cant they told me if I don't keep it that they are interested." "What does Cameron think about all of this?" "He says whatever to make me happy" "Well I really think the same thing because if you decide to keep it your whole life will change in a blink of an eye." "I know so where is Taylor?" I look down. "He is back in Indiana." "Well what are you doing here?" Emily said. "Um supporting my best friend" I pointed to her. "Oh I'm fine go ahead go have fun." "I also need more clothes." I walked up to my room and swapped out some clothes and bathing suits. Once I was finished with that I walked back downstairs and made Emily lunch. "Mackenzie I am fine really I have Cameron here and I would like some alone time and I'm sure you want some with Taylor." "You sure" "Yes." I looked at her with a hesitant look. "Fine. Have fun with your babe. Are you going to be coming back to Magcon?" I asked. "I don't know it depends how much shows." She and I laugh and I call a cab to go to the airport.-------Skipping Flight---------
I got out to the airport and got a rental car. Taylor gave me his address before I left for Cali. I drove up to his house and I saw a pink buggy. I guess that could be his moms but there weren't any other cars home. I walked in because the door was unlocked. I basically explore the house it looked like no one was home. I was about to text Taylor when I heard something from upstairs. I go upstairs and I walk towards the room that the noise was coming from. I open it and I see the worst thing in the world. My heart stops my eyes fill up with tears. I walked into Taylors room and I see this girl on the bed naked. She yells, "Taylor!" and gets under the covers. Taylor walks out of the bathroom just in boxers and looks at me I run out of the room. "Mackenzie wait! Let me explain!" I run out of the house into the rental car and he gets into his black range rover and follows my car. His horn kept on honking. Tears were welling up into my eyes I couldn't even see. My vision was so bad I ran a red light and all of a sudden I blacked out.
Taylor's POV
O MY GOD! Mackenzie's car just crashed! I pulled my car over and remember I had spare clothes in the back. I put them on so I wasn't just in my underwear. I called 911 and 2 min later there were ambulances and police cars there. They got Mackenzie out of the car she wasn't moving her eyes weren't open either. "I am her boyfriend" "Ok get in the ambulance with her." The woman said. I got in and the paramedics were strapping her in. "I don't feel a pulse" one of the ladies said. The shocked her body but no reaction. "She's gone." The other man said. I am drowning in my own tears I never had time to explain how much I love her or what really happened. That woman in my bed was my mom she sleeps naked and she got scared overnight by a insect in her room so she slept in my room. I slept in my brothers room for the night. I was in my bathroom this morning about to take a shower. Then my mom yelled my name and I walk out to see Mackenzie in tears thinking the worst. I loved Mackenzie so much I cant believe I have no more time with her. Mackenzie Leigh Cherrett, 1996-2014.

**A YEAR LATER**
Emily's POV:
Its been a year since the accident and I miss Mackenzie like crazy. I know what she would say though "Suck it up and move on with your wonderful life while you have it." I have had my baby and I decided to keep it. It is a baby girl, I named her Mackenzie Kaitlin Dallas in honor of Mackenzie. If it wasn't for Mackenzie I wouldn't of even had the baby let alone kept it. I feel really bad for Taylor he feels like this is all his fault. He never got a chance to explain to Mackenzie what really happened. Cameron comes to visit me and the baby when ever he can he is not doing Magcon anymore but he is still doing meet and greets and such. Taylor is still doing the tour though I don't know for how much longer he tries to put a smile on his face but he cant. Cameron and I are engaged he proposed about a month ago but we are waiting for another year to actually get married. I'm so sad that Mackenzie wont be my maid of honor. I know she is in a better place though. I loved Mackenzie like a sister she was my best friend. Her uncle was devastated when he found out about her. Her parents didn't even come to her funeral. I visit her grave every month and lay new flowers by her. Her favorite color baby blue and on her grave Taylor put the baby blue bandana he gave her on the first day of the tour. I miss her so much.
Taylor's POV:
Every morning I wake up with guilt in my heart. The person I loved the most in the world is dead because of a misunderstanding. I honestly cant take the pain everyday. I have tried to commit suicide once but I have been stopped. I was going through Mackenzie's things when I found a journal. Its too painful for me to even look at her things. I decided to look through the journal today and I go to the back and I see a note, for me.
Taylor,
I'm sure that if you are reading this I showed it to you or something has happened. I imagine I had grown old with you. That we lived a happy life in a cozy little home. But if this is not the case and something has happened early than I need you to know Taylor. Taylor words can not describe how much I love you ever since we kissed for the first time in my room when you snuck back in my bathroom so you can talk to me but it turned into a make out session. I know you are the one I am suppose to be with. No matter what I know you would never hurt me I know I am writing this note super early in our relationship but you never know what life has in store. You must move on with your life do not let me hold back your happiness. I know you love or loved me too you need to enjoy the rest of your life while you have it. Find a girl that loves you as I did. I love you Taylor and I will be with you always. -Mack