Different with you (Taylor Caniff)

Chapter 19

Mackenzie's POV

I woke up deciding to face my fear. I got up and I went to Shawn's room. "Hey could you learn a song for me to sing today at Magcon?" I asked. "Yeah Sure! I didn't know you sang?" he said. "I've been afraid but not anymore." I told him the song and I walked away. I went back into my room I curled my hair and put a white sun dress on. With my black high-top converse. I practiced my song over and over again. I realized last night that the "badass" girl doesn't need to come out again, I don't think at least. Taylor was right though I changed this tour changed me and I miss the person I was before. So today after Magcon I am packing up my bag and living with my Uncle in England. I already texted Emily's parents too see if they can send all my stuff to England and I would pay for the shipping and they did. It will be there two days after I arrive. Emily and I walked down to Magcon together. Shawn pulled me aside asking If I wanted to practice. I said yes. We went outside and after we ran it once it was perfect. "O my god you are such an amazing singer!" "Thanks but not as much as you" I elbowed him. We were all backstage Emily was dressed in her dance clothes and standing with Cameron. I was with Shawn talking the whole time. Once we were about to go on stage Taylor grabs my arm, "Mackenzie please for-" " I have to go" I walked on stage with Shawn. "Hey you guys! Listen I'm so excited to be working with this talented girl right her. She has been on tour with us for a while know dancing and today she is going to sing for the first time in front of a crowd." Shawn explained. "Hey guys! I will be singing I was here by beyonce" Shawn starts with his guitar "I wanna leave my footprints on the sand of time... when I leave this world I leave no regret just something to remember so they wont forget...I was here I lived I loved (Not going to write the whole song down)" The song was over and the fans started to scream and clap. I run off stage and hugged Emily "Holy Crap girl I never knew you could sing!" I was walking to my room and then I got stopped, Taylor. "Mackenzie you were so amazing I'm so sorry about what I said last night." He explained. "Its fine" I said and kept walking back to my room. "Mackenzie what's going on?" I kept on walking without answering his question. Once I got to my door Taylor turned me around so I was facing him, he saw my tear filled eyes. "babe...(he said wiping away a tear that fell from my eye.) what's wrong" I shook my head and went into my room and Taylor followed me in. I started to pack up all my things. I went into the bathroom and locked the door I changed into leggings, a sweater, and my red vans. "What are you doing...Why are you packing." "I am leaving" I said still packing. "Why are you going back to California." "I'm not going to California." I said with my head down. "England? Is it because of what I said last night?" "Its not that Taylor... I miss being my old self. This tour, you have changed me and your right I need to be the girl I was before all of this crazy shit." I explained. "No I cant let you do this." Taylor Ran out. I finished packing and headed for the lobby to call a cab.