Chapter 7

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(Christina)
It's now been a week, they say I should be over it like the others, and help Lauren, but what they don't understand is I was the 1st sibling to hold her, I helped her grow up, I held her when she cried, and talked and laughed when she was happy, I hate this because I feel like it's my fault, I could have stayed and helped her through whatever pushed her to that, I could have pulled her out of that hole, no one can do that them self, no one can be happy by themselves, they need someone else, but no, I just had to go to that stupid party with my friends, I could've stayed with Lisa, and watched movies with them, we knew Dan was upset, I mean she couldn't hide it, no one can, no one can fake happiness, not even me, not even Amy, she can make it look believable, but I know she's depressed, it's been a week since our last video, I don't want to keep going with Cimorelli, I want to die.

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