Smell
Did she smell the same way I did when you first hugged me?
Touch
Was her skin as soft and silky as my own ?
Sight
When you looked in her green eyes did the darkness of my brown eyes swallow you whole?
Taste
When you tasted her did my sweet mango nectar fill your tastebuds with regret and fear ?
Hearing
When you heard her heart beat speed up did you hear my own heart break?
The five snese you ignored
The five senses that I had once adored
I wished I slammed that God damn door
preventing you from walking in my life
leaving this emptiness inside
How many drinks did it take for you to forget my name?
How many drinks did it for you forget the days we spent in bed just counting the moments ?
How many drinks did it take that night to forget you had wife ?
Finding out is was not what hurt me the most it's accepting the truth in even when you were being the deceitful host.
I wish I could imagine you in pain that morning after but knowing you won't ever admit that you are a coward
I know you woke up ready with a string of lies.
But between you and I this tear will be that last that i cry.
just for tonight I'll abandon the thought of it all and remove the senses that had once belonged to whoever the fuck I thought you were.
By: jizlyn
