T.R.u.s.T

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let's put it to the test..
lets see if my trust can withstand public embarrassment.
let's put it the test..
I wonder If I would had aced the quiz if I studied hard enough.
let's see if my trust can face the humiliation of placed insecurities.
let's see if trust would open the closet door and allow the skeletons to weep out.
Trust I blame you.
I'm told that i don't trust enough.
Trust I blame you.
You are only seen when in question but never when present.
I trusted with my soul..my entire existence balanced on this seemingly thin line.
Trust you are endless and pure.
Trust you are loves mindset and loneliness cure.
Trust.. I blame you.
Trust is falling awaiting the catch.
But trust the only question I had gotten wrong was the one... in where I asked you when do I stop using you?
when is it enough ?
when I've fallen over and over to leave deeply planted scars?
or when I fall on my ass ?
or is it when I'm told I don't trust? and yet my soul embraces you.
Trust ... why do I use you to love stupidly.
Trust... your abusive in the way you are framed in a sentence.
because your my considered strength but pointed out weakness.
Trust...
you are used as a defense.
Now .... trust you are put to the test.
Class..begin.

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