Does anyone know the feeling where you just don't feel you're doing enough and you have motivation but not towards anything that you know? Like you feel like you need to do something, but you have no idea what that something is. It's like a figment of your imagination, but it's not. And so you don't feel motivated towards what you already do, so you try doing new things. But that doesn't work out, so you feel worse about yourself. And then people tell you that you're depressed, but you're not. You do have motivation, just towards some nonexistent dream. And then you see people you know doing things with their life, like writing(booklover2579 ), drawing (cj_artist ), or singing (oh_look_its_a_potato ), but you don't do them well enough, so you feel jealous of them for doing them so well and you wish you were them. And then you start feeling happiness towards a project, so you continue to do this project in hopes of stopping this endless hell of emotions, but you don't feel as much happiness, so you stop doing those things (just look at my completely abandoned fanfiction and art book) and just sit at home alone wishing you knew what to do.
Yeah. Feelings are the worst.
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Emotional Shiz
RandomJust some emotional feelings and stuff cuz I need some forum to express these otherwise i think I'll explode (Updates whenever I feel like it)
