Body Dysmorphia

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So I've been obsessing for the past few hours abt the fact that I look ugly and I'm a male. Like why couldn't I be someone who's female, skinny, and actually pretty? I don't understand why I must suffer like this. I'm just dying right now. And I can't go to sleep, as whenever I try, the voices in my head tell me that I'm weak, and I'm trying to sleep my problems away. I don't think I've ever felt this horrible. And I can't do anything abt it, because every time I've tried to wake someone up, the same voices tell me I don't deserve to live because I'm so weak. I need help.

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