I long for someone to love and for someone to love me (romantically, not platonically), and yet I don't feel I am physically capable of loving. I just don't feel love. It's just not a thing. I've never wanted to be in a relationship ever, but yet at the same time I do want to be in one. My emotions are very confusing. Also I feel like I deserve no one's live. Like I'm a horrible person, so there's no reason anybody would love me. And I know this sounds sad to some people and it makes it seem like I have self-esteem issues. I do, but I've accepted these things and there's no getting rid of them at this point. These are my thoughts on love.
Also bonus little poem I wrote
The sky is blue
The grass is green
Jacob sucks at everything
YOU ARE READING
Emotional Shiz
RandomJust some emotional feelings and stuff cuz I need some forum to express these otherwise i think I'll explode (Updates whenever I feel like it)
