Hatred

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This is going to talk about three types of hatred I experience. This is not like mild dislike or anything. This is full on hatred.

HATRED OF SELF

I hate myself. I just hate who I am,  what I look like, everything about me. I hate all of it. I wish I could change myself (and I have, unsuccessfully) or change my self-loathing, but alas, I cannot. I'm just stuck in this endless cycle of dislike that I can't change for the better, but I can make it worse with hardly even trying.

HATRED OF PEOPLE

I hate basically everyone I meet. Everyone's a jerk, or an idiot, or something. I just wish humanity would die off already (myself included). And no, I'm not suicidal or homocidal, but I'm tired of all these people living here. We're ruining everything, but we don't care at all. I'm just tired of it.





HATRED OF BASICALLY EVERYTHING ELSE
I hate everything else as well. This may just sound like I'm trying to be an edgy teenager, but I'm not. I'm being legitimately serious here. I just hate all of this. Everything you see, think, feel, etc. All of it. I wish we could just wipe the world clean and start fresh. But alas we cannot.

These are how I feel anger. K that's it

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