Chapter12 - Forgive me ?

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Poke. "Taylor" poke . "Taylorrr!!"
I grumble back in response Turing over
"Taylor !" I feel an arm shake me
"5 more minutes mum" I mumble back
"Tay ? It's Ethan" he says poking my side again . My eyes immediately  flicker open to find Ethan's bright blue eyes staring into my emerald green ones .
"I just ..,said mum didn't I ?" I stutter looking down at my hands tears stinging the back of my eyes .

Ethan pulls me in close to his chest and wraps his arms tightly around me "Hey sush Tay it's okay" he says soothingly rubbing my back .
"I just want her come back I keep thinking I'm going to see her walk through my bedroom door with pancakes in her hands smiling down at me" I ramble all at once .
"I know , she was like a second mum to me she loved you so much Tay and you're brothers to" Ethan sniffs trying to be strong for me .
"I'm sorry" I sniff snuggling in closer to his chest "I shouldn't be just breaking down at every minute it just hurts so much" I cry softly
"You have nothing to be sorry for of course you will miss her , we all do"he says giving me a weary smile.

"Right we have school don't we" I say getting up out of Ethan's bed "hold on how the fuck did I end up in you're bed I thought I was on the floor" i say raising  my eyebrow at Ethan as his cheeks flush pink .
"Oh yeah well I knew you would only complain about you're back in the morning if you slept on the floor and so I just picked you up and put you in my bed and nothing happened " he rambles  as I burst into laughter
"I'm only messing with you I know you wouldn't do anything like that plus you dropped me onto the bed when u put me down doofus" I say rolling my eyes
"Yah sorry about that" he chuckles scratching the back of his neck

"Okay so school ?" I smile at him
"Yeah yeah school you're clothes are still here from when you come here all the time I still can't believe mum gave you you're own closet surprised she hasn't given you a damn room" he mutters as he  gets up walking to his wardrobe.
"Yeah me too you're mum has always loved me  , Okay now get out so I can get dressed" I say waving him out of the room .
"Alright alright I see how it is kicking me out of my own room u bitch" Ethan says grabbing his clothes and stomping out
"Yeah that's me the bitch you loveee" I shout at  Ethan down the hallway as Ethan sticks his middle finger up at me .

I laugh at his stupid gesture and walk back into his room over to my closet I shuffle though the clothes in there .
I pick out a white top with Levi's written across the front  and my blue skinny ripped hand I dig around the bottom of the wardrobe finding some underwear and my white converse . I go out of his room and knock on the bathroom door I hear a grunt and Ethan comes out shirtless smirking at me . "Move out the way doofus I need to shower" I chuckle slipping past him as he hands Me a towel .

I lock the bathroom door and jump into the shower letting the hot water poor down on my skin as my arm with my cast on dangles our the shower I can't wait to get this thing off and I then rub the soap all over me . I jump out and dry myself of I slip my outfit on and smile at  myself in the mirror.Letting my hair flow down to my shoulders .

 I go over to bathroom sink  and pick up Ethan's  deodorant can and spray some on me

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I go over to bathroom sink  and pick up Ethan's  deodorant can and spray some on me . It smells so good like Why does boys deodorant smell so much better than girls ? I look in the bathroom cabinet and find a packet of toothbrushes . I rip open the packet and grab the tooth paste and start to brush my teeth in the mirror dancing around I then spit into the sink washing it away with water leaving the toothbrush on the side .

I walk out of Ethan's bathroom  and knock on the bedroom door leaving the towel on the radiator . He opens the door  in a grey Levi's hoodie black skinny jeans and his black high top converse .
"Hey we aren't supposed to match" I say stubbornly looking him up and down crossing my arms over my chest
"Oh well I'm not changing" Ethan smirks pushing past me as I walk into the bedroom  .
"Fine I guess we will just have to match then"I grumble to myself as he smiles down at me . "Remember we have have to stop off at mine and grab my books and bag" I say walking out of Ethan's room.
"Yeah yeah let's get a move on then" he chuckles pulling on his back back his car keys in hand .

We both walk down the stairs to find Ethan's mum and dad in the kitchen chatting away . A pang of sadness hits me remembering  that this will never me my house my mum and dad will never be chatting away in the kitchen .

"Hi hunny" Ethan's mum smiles at me as we walk Into the kitchen
"Hey" I smile back back
"Hey Taylor" Ethan's Dad smiles looking up from his paper
"Hey Jhon" I say I bing him a small wave
"Hey remember me you're son Ethan ??" Ethan says from behind me
"Yeah but we see you all the time" Ethan's mum laughs
"Okay let's go Tay before I get hurt anymore" Ethan says tuning on his heel dragging me out of the kitchen dramatically
"Bye you two!" His parents chuckle as we head out of the door .

We clamber into Ethan's black bmw as the engine roars to life . Ethan backs off the driveway and we start the drive to my house which is only a little while away. Ethan pulls into my driveway I tell him I'm just going to grab my back and come straight back . I unlock the door almost bumping into chase who was on his way out the door and run up the stairs
."sorry Chase !" I call behind me as I hear him laugh at me .
I run into my room and run back down the stairs being careful not to trip over and go flying . I walk out the door and lock it going back to Ethan's car and jumping in the passenger seat .

"Taylor I'm hungry !!" Ethan smirks at me
"Let me guess" I laugh ..
"Mc Donald's breakfast" we say in unison and automatically burst into laughter .

——-30 mins later
"I don't want to get out of the car"
I moan at Ethan glancing at the school building and everyone milking around in the car park .
"Tough we have to" he chuckles his bye eyes sparkling
"Fine" I huff getting out of the car and slamming the door
"Hey !! Don't hurt my baby !" Ethan says raising an eyebrow at me "did the mean girl hurt you ?" He coos at his car
"Oh shut up and let's go !" I smile dragging Ethan by his arm

"I'm going to go and say hey to the boys" Ethan smiles at me as the boys all wave him over
"Okay I'll wait for em she should be here soon" I say dropping his arm flashing him a smile and walking over to the fence where em usually meets me before school .

I lean against the fence both headphones in my ears booming 'congratulations by post malone' .
"Now they all ways say congratulations" I sing to myself as I scroll through my phone waiting for em
"Nice voice" I hear a deep voice say above me I glance up to see Will standing should me his brown eyes staring at me .
"Umm ..hi?" I say awkwardly my breath hitching in my throat
"I'm sorry about yesterday" Will says as a look of guilt flashes over his face "i like you and um I got ahead of myself and thought you would want me and uhh yeah sorry .." he mutters scratching the back of his neck
I stare at him stunned and quickly reply "look it's fine down worry about it" I smile up at him as I can see he's being genuine
"I'm really sorry Taylor I just thought I could change you're mind and you would like me.." he says awkwardly
"Yeah well next time try not to force me to kiss you and make me have to kick you in the balls" I smirk chuckling
"Yeah I'll take note of that it really hurt ,anyway i just came to apologise I have to get to collage with you're brother and I'll see you around ." He smiles waving as we walks away

"Was That will ?" Chase says walking over to me with Em raising an eye brow .
"Yeah" I say still dumbfounded
"What did he want ?" Chase says his eyebrows knitted together
"Who the heck is Will ?" Em says clearly confused
"I don't know and I don't think I really know myself to be honest."I say furrowing my eyebrows and scrunching up my nose .

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