I promise ...

Chapter 13-Trouble

I walk into school and I still feel like all eyes are on me giving me looks of sympathy but they can't bring my mum back . Ever since my mum died my behaviour is getting worse but my grades are still as good as they where before I still want to do well and make her proud . However I still need to take some anger out and pretend that I'm not hurting  covering up my feelings by doing stupid shit with Ethan and having a laugh .

I'm still confused about what Will is playing at I mean I think he's genuine I just have to keep my guard up around him I guess . I sit in biology tapping my pencil on the desk bored out of my mind and let out a sigh placing my head on the desk closing my eyes .

"Miss Dean ? Boring you am I " Miss price questions from the front of the classroom causing my head to lift up .
"Yeah you are actually" I say stretching my arms and Yawning
"You young lady are a disgrace and tone down You're attitude" Miss price flares at me as the class goes silent
"For the record you're the one with an artiste problem calling me a 'disgrace' but I'm not the one teaching a class boring them to death and doing a crap job at teaching" I say looking at my nails I glance up to see her face Bright red .
"I'm sure you're mother wouldn't be happy about how you just spoke to me ,want me to give her a call ?" She says raising her eyebrow smirking

"I mean that would be pretty hard Miss considering she's dead but you know if you have any fuckin ideas at how I can do that let me know  ." I say flatly
"Get out of my classroom!" She says pointing to the door her face going pale
"Fine bye me didn't want to be here anyway" I say grabbing my bag everyone's eyes on me snickering
"You're going to fail this class even more miss dean if you don't pick up that attitude" she glares at me
"Actually Miss I'm one of the top students in this class maybe in the whole school and have straight A's so before you go blabbering you're mouth check You're resources and don't assume because I have a 'bad' attitude I'm fucking stupid also you just proved my point about you being a bad teacher as u don't know how You're students are performing ,good damn day !" I say pulling open the door waving to everyone smiling
As they wave back . I walk down the corridor chuckling to myself trying to hide the emotions I'm feeling . Taylor Dean doesn't cry . Taylor Dean is strong and has a bad ass attitude and that's not going to change for anyone. I think to myself . Taking a deep breath I head into the principals office .

"Hey Gorge" I smile walking into the principles office taking my usual seat .
"Now you know it's Mr Reynolds" Taylor's he chuckles
"Yeah but it sounds weird" I say
"Only you Taylor" he says rolling his eyes "alright well what have you down now , and without Ethan this time ?" He says raising an eyebrow
"Well-" and as if on que Ethan comes strolling int be office and plopping down next to me

"Really ?" Mr Reynolds says "I thought it was just going to be one of you but I guess you two come as a pair when ones in trouble so it the other one" he laughs
"You got that right" Ethan says Hi-fiveing me
"Look you both know as I always say I have no problem with you're grades but You're behaviour is not the bet and I know the staff at this school bs a lot and like to wind you up and Everyone else " mr Reynolds says
"You can say that again" I laugh Ethan smiling next to me
"Alright I'll see you both later please stay out of trouble for a day or two" Mr Reynolds says opening the door for us
"No promises sir" we say in unison waving

"What did you get in trouble for anyway ?" I ask glancing up at Ethan
"Well I may or may not have really badly insulted this blond bitch that was coming on to me and I didn't realise it was Miss Trixies daughter Layla and Yeah it wasn't good like the girl was practically sitting on me so I gave her a shove because I already asked her to lev me the fuck alone nicely and she carried on got pushed and insulted the girl deserved it" Ethan chuckles as I double over in laughter standing next to him in the hallway practically crying .

"What about you ?" He asks as I sober up
"Oh you know that really annoying woman miss prince yeah she's a bitch and decided to pick on me because I was tired and I was not in the mood for her bullshit I gave her some sass she bought up my mum to which I told her my mum was dead and there was no way she could contact her and if she had an idea let me know , and then she wasn't so Valkyrie that I got smart back t her and sent me to Mr Reynolds." I smile thinking back to my classroom ordeal but also grimacing about the words exchanged about my mother .

——————————————2hours later
*Ring Ring*
That's the signal that the day is over I pick up my bag and my gear for cheer and walk out of my 5th period class and head over to the locker rooms I'm early I don't need to be here for another half an hour but I needed this . This is the first time I've been back to cheer since my mum died and it feels horrible I almost feel sick as I strip down into my uniform . I stand in front of the mirror in the girls changing rooms and stare at the girl lookin back at me . She looks like a shell of the old me .i place my blue and white bow in my head my cropped top has 'POLAR BEARS' written across the front of the blue background in white writing.

I lace up my white vans and head over to the field and start doing some warm ups before all the girls and guys get over here for cheer and football .

I take a deal breath and decide to do some tumbling springing into  action I do some tumbling and before I can stretch I need to get my heart pumping more warming up my muscles  . There's only ten minutes left before everyone joins me on the field so I decide to run. I love running its  a great way to keep my weight down for cheer and when I used to do football with my brothers. I just don't do it as much anymore .

I walk over to the track opposite the field and sprint 400m I feel my legs aching begging me to stop but I push myself further.

My breathing is fast as I push my legs to move quicker . I cross the tracks finish line my hands on my knees only to look up over at the field to  see everyone staring at me . Great . I walk over my cheeks red from running .

"Hey guys" I smile sheepishly "let's get to practice then" I chuckle nervously as everyone mumbles the boys head over to the other side of  the field giving me odd looks ,as Chase and Ethan just laugh to themselves  rolling their eyes  to start their practice leaving me and the girls to start cheer and practice for the game in a couple days .

"Hey Taylor." Sienna says  next to me I glance over at her
"Hey" I smile
"That was so cool" she says enthusiastically
"Awh thank you" I smile back at her
"Yeah that's my best friend for you always doing amazing shit " em says wrapping her arm around my waist
"All day everyday" I say bursting into laughter with her .
"Girls !!" My coach shouts and we all get back to focusing on practice trying to perfect our routine that will be performed in the boys game in only a couple of days .  No pressure then hey ?