NATE'S POV-
"So your date with Jack?" James asked me curiously as he bursted through the door. I texted him to come over since Ashton was busy with that whore Sabrina. To be completely honest, I have bad vibes from her. Not to be hipster or anything.
"Totally blowed. He just wanted to steal my money." I sighed sadly, draping my feel off the front of the couch.
"Sorry dude.." James whispered.
"It's alright." I sighed in defeat, "I'm used to this shit, love never treats me nicely."
"But you have to keep trying." He demanded loudly. I stared for a while,
"Promise me you'll never give up on love, Nate."
I looked up at him, staring in the distance, not knowing what to do.
"James.." I whispered softly, not knowing what else to say.
"Promise me you'll never give up on love." James demanded again. I stayed silent as I looked into his light blue eyes.
"I.. I won't.. Not just yet.." I whispered softly, clutching my hands in my own grip, feeling nothing but air.
"I know a guy you might like.." James suggested, sitting down next to me comfortably on the couch.
"I don't know.. I usually just screw love up.. Plus, most people just want me for sex, money, or shit like that. I'm tired of it." I explained, sighing sadly as I looked over to James.
"Can you at least give him a try?" James asked curiously, rolling his eyes at my stubbornness.
I looked back in front of me, looking into the pictures on the wall. The picture I was currently looking at was a picture from my parents wedding.
I turned my head back and looked back to James, nodding my head once to say, 'yes' or 'sure' at least.
"His name's Christian, Christian BlackForest. I met him at an Of Mice & Men concert last year. He's pretty rad." James explained to me.
"What's he like?" I asked curiously, my eyes widening.
"Well.." James said, scratching the back of his head trying to think. "He's really sweet and kind. He kinda reminds me of you, he's absolutely adorable, James said, standing up and leaning down in front of me to gently poked my nose, "boop." He said as his pointer finger pressed against the tip of my nose.
I don't know why but all of my friends were kinda like this. They would treat me like we were lovers sometimes, it really confuses me. xc
"You interested?" James asked me curiously. I looked up, not knowing if I should accept James' offer. But hey, I don't really have nothing to lose but my virginity so YOLO.
"Sure. Maybe we all could meet up at the park tonight or some other time." I suggested.
"I can go check it out. I'll go text him, one second." James said, grabbing his phone from his pocket and walking into another room.
I stared at the ceiling, 'oh god, is this really good for me?' I thought sadly. Love and I weren't friends, Jayy got that. When it came to love, Jayy and I were similar. We both couldn't love after an incident and we both aren't really fans of love. I mean I like love but.. I don't really believe.. You kinda get what I'm saying? I want someone to make me believe in love, like my Father Dahvie did to Jayy.
I picked my iPhone from the couch where I last left it and looked up, "Christian BlackForest." There was a picture of a really cute guy in an OM&M shirt. He had turquoise like hair, with black hair on the outlines, kinda. His hair was really rad.. I'm kinda just stuck with my plain black hair.. He looked like he had yellow contacts in and angel bites.
In the picture, it looked like he was with some friends- James. James was in the picture. James and Christian were smiling and playing around. This Christian guy does seen pretty awesome..
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Tell me you love me. (Jahvie)
Fanfic"What happens if your crush you liked for years now possibly, doesn't like you back? Exactly, don't risk it." Jayy always tells himself. Jayy doesn't like love and he thinks it'll mess you up. What if you get to the point where you don't care anymor...
