Tell me you love me. (Jahvie)

Chapter 10- Awakening & The Silent Treatment

(9 weeks later)

JAYYS POV-

Ugh, it's been week after week, am Dahvie still hasn't woke up.

I need to see his green eyes. And explain what happened on that day.

I couldn't imagine life without Dahvie, I needed him. <3

I looked at his calm face, with no facial expression. I didn't even bother with talking about our past, I didn't want to talk at all.

All that mattered to me, was Dahvie awakening.

His green eyes shot open, and Dahvie sat up, immediately, I pulled him into a skull crushing hug, until a doctor pushed my hands off of Dahvie, and told me to sit down.

He did some test or whatever, than spoke up. "He's ready to go now, if he passes out at any time, just give him one of these." He Announced, giving me a bottle of pills.

"Just wait in the waiting room for now, I'll get you after David finishes his tests." The doctor than said, pointing to the door.

I ran to the others, filled with excitement. "GUYS! DAHVIES ALOWED TO GO!" I announced "After a few tests.." I then mumbled, sitting into one of their crimson colored chairs in the waiting room.

"That's great Jayy!" Everyone cheered together, getting up and jumping, a thought crossed my mind, and I lost my energy and happiness.

What would happen after Dahvie leaves? Is he going to be mad at me?

Will he not except me back? Will he go back to his own.. Straight ways?

(Few hours later)

The doctor came out with Dahvie, smiling.

"You may go home now." The doctor smiled, Haley already paid for the hospital costs so we headed in the tour bus and left.

Dahvie sat on the sofa, as everyone was asking him questions and such.

I walked to the back of the bus, and landed head first, into my pillow. 'Fuck.. My.. Life..'

I sat on my empty bed, feeling cold and alone. Would Dahvie kick me out of the band? ugh.. He doesn't need me anyway...

I then started to cry, putting Dahvies stuff in his old bunk, so things wouldn't be awkward, then went to my room, and locked it. As tears dripped heavily from my cheeks.

DAHVIES POV-

"Why Dahvie?" Haley spoke up, looking at my cleared wrists. They've gotten better, since I wasn't able to cut.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I just.. I feel so self centered now. I.. I just felt like nobody needed me.. I just thought..~" I then paused, stopping myself from ranting and stumbling.

Reminding myself, of those cold nights, where I waited for Jayy on the couch, happy to see him. When he just started to stumble up I his room and said a mellow "Hi"

Those days sucked, but they only got worse, eventually I started to feel empty.. And I forgot about what mattered most. My fans.

I laid on my bed, thinking why I was here, and who was my true love.

I gave up on Jayy those days, thinking he would never be into me, I was right.

He was just...

He was just using me..

I don't know what to do know...

"Please.. I love you all but... Please, I need some space, Kay?" I mumbled, walking to my cold and shallow bunk, Jayy must of put my stuff here, while I was in the hospital..