"Tae, it's left, step, step! Focus, please!", Hoseok-hyung told me with that smile of his. We were in the practice room trying a new choreography. Of course, Hoseok-hyung already knows how it's done. "I'm sorry, hyung!". Jimin-ssi looked at me; he knows why I'm out of focus.
After hours in the practice room, we went to the dorms and I went to my room. I'm not violent, but since I've been frosted about all these feelings, I can't help myself: when I'm alone, I start punching the walls. The pain I feel in my knuckles overcomes the emotional pain. The skin turns red from the impact. My bones hurt to the point I am almost certain they're going to break. I stop before my skin opens so I won't have visible scars. The guys don't ear me because I wait until they go take a shower.
"Just get the fuck out of my head... Please...", I whispered in a despaired tone to myself. My head is a mess... Jimin-ssi told me I should be careful: he thinks I'm depressed. Not the regular use of the word as people use it. The clinical term: depressed. And to be honest? I wish I could disagree... But I can't.
I feel a tear roll down my face while I get my things to take a shower and walk to the bathroom. I get my ass under the warm water. It feels so fucking good... The warm drops roll down my bare body touching every place of my skin. I put my hands on the wall in front of me and try not to fall. We practice hard. My muscles feel numb. And so does my heart and especially my mind.
But something isn't numb in my body... The feeling of the warm water makes my mind travel to a different place. The warm touch on my cold skin feels so good... My mind travels to today's practice: Hoseok-hyung dances so well... The way he moves... The face expressions... Fuck. I imagine how his face looks like when he moans... "Damn...", I whisper letting my hand reach my member that is everything but numb. I start pumping it quite fast. The warm water still going down my body. I breathe out heavily, moaning quietly every few seconds. My body starts to warm up. My heart beats fast. I'm so lost in my little fantasy that I forget that the guys may be able to ear me... I moan louder, touching myself quite violently. I beath heavily... "More... More...", my body warms up to it's maximum... In a few seconds, I reach my point: the sensation is marvelous. I cum under the warm water. My heart is about to break my ribcage and my lungs are burning. But it feels so good... It feels so fucking good...
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Fanfiction[FINISHED] "Hello. My name is Kim Taehyung. And my stage name is V. The letter v is in victory, in voice and a bunch of other words, including vinegary... Which is a synonymous for sad. And this is how I feel: sad. Why? I'll tell you. I'm in love w...
