Chapter 7

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After my little scene at the table, the guys haven't been pushing me to talk. Maybe Yoongi-hyung ou Jimin-ssi told them not to pressure me or something. They ask me if I need something but they don't try to make me talk.

The spare time I have I spend in the studio with Yoongi-hyung. He's always in the studio... He knows that I'm starting to be scared of my own thoughts. I heard Namjoon-hyung asking Yoongi-hyung why I spend so much time with him now, "Joon-ah, Taehyung is not okay. I'm scared he might do something stupid, so I prefer for him to be with me. I'm trying to help him and I think things are going to go back to normal, but I need a little bit more time.". I don't know what he's going to do and I'm too scared to ask...

I've been sleeping like shit. I don't even know if I can call that sleep. I'm so tired. My eyes are heavy. My brain is shutting down. I'm exhausted... Jimin-ssi asked me if I wanted to sleep in his room, but I said no. I don't want to bother him. He already has been worrying about me enough.
I was with Yoongi-hyung in the studio. He was arranging a new song. I was sitting on the sofa watching Yoongi-hyung work. He was so concentrated... My phone rang. "Sorry, hyung...", I said picking it up from the floor where I left it, "It's okay. You can take that.". I looked at the monitor: it said Chimchim. I answered. "Taetae, where are you? Move your ass into my room! I bought something I think you're going to like! Come on! Move!", he hung up. "Are you being summoned by Jiminie?", Yoongi-hyung asked me with a smile on his face. "I am...", I really didn't want to leave... "Go. I'm going away in ten minutes anyway.". I got my ass up from the sofa and stretched. "Can you do me a favor, Tae?", "Yes, hyung. Anything.", I said already with my hand on the doorknob. "Can you tell Hoseok to come here? I need his opinion on this. If it is uncomfortable for you  I can...", "No, hyung. I'll call him.", I couldn't say no to him. He's been helping me so much already... "Thank you, Tae."

I left the Genious Lab and went to Jimin-ssi's room. While going I pass through the rest of the guys. "Hoseok-hyung, Yoongi-hyung is calling for you.", "What does he want from me?". Damn, that voice... "He said he needs your help with what he's doing... I don't know...", "Okay. Thank you!", he said while leaving. Man, those thighs... Focus, Taehyung. Focus!

I got to Jimin-ssi's room. "Tae, look what I bought!", he healds the shirt in his hands. It was beautiful! "It's gorgeous, Jiminie...", "It's for you! To cheer you up a bit!", he told me with a big smile. His eyes disappeared with his smile. Such a cute mochi...

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