Chapter 2

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"Taetae, we need to talk.", Jimin-ssi said entering my room. I was laying in my bed, "Jiminie, I'm tired. Can't we do this another time?", "No, we can not. We need to talk and we're going to talk now. I've been waiting for the guys to get the fuck out of the dorm so I could talk to you. So don't pretend you're tired!", I wasn't pretending, by the way...

I sat in my bed and pat the place next to me so Jimin-ssi could sit there. I covered us with the blankets. For a few seconds, there was silence. I think Jimin-ssi was trying to get his ideas in order. "Taetae... I'm worried about you.", his voice was a whispered. If we weren't so close, I wouldn't be able to listen to him. "I understand that you're sad because of what you're feeling about Hoseok-hyung, but... I don't think you're alright... You look like a ghost... I'm afraid that you...", his voice cracked at the end, but I know what he wanted to say. "Jiminie...", he looked at me. His eyes were watery, "I'm afraid you'll do something stupid...". Now my eyes are watery. Fuck, Jimin.

"I think...", I didn't really know what I was saying. What happens when I'm with Jiminie is that I'm not afraid to speak, because I know he will not judge me; he'll listen to me and he will help me in whatever I need, "I think...", "Tae, are you in love with Hoseok-hyung?". My eyes couldn't contain the tears anymore. Fuck, Jimin!

I cried my eyes out! I was suffocating in my own tears. I couldn't breathe. Please, someone, take me out of this nightmare! Just take my soul away! "Jiminie...", I said between tears, "I'm dying inside! I don't know what to do! Please... I can't...". Jimin-ssi hugged me. He let me cry into his shoulder, never letting his hold weaken, "Don't worry, Taetae... I'll help you..."
Today, V stands for void. Fuck, Jimin...

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