Hell™【'97 Liners】

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vitaminjun: guys I have a question

DicKYEOM: we hopefully will be able to answer it for you so what's up?

vitaminjun: how long did it take for you guys to feel like you belonged in a group with so many members?

DicKYEOM: it didn't take me that long, mainly because of my extroverted personality and my willingness to befriend everyone.
DicKYEOM: I fully felt that I belonged and that I could share anything with the members within less than a year of being on Seventeen TV, because we were so open with everything

vitaminjun: hmmm
vitaminjun: what about you, Minghao

Sunflower8☆彡: it actually took me a while, more than what one would expect, to feel welcome, because when I came, it wasn't that long after Mingmingie-gē left and I just felt like I was just a replacement for him
Sunflower8☆彡: you may not believe it because of how sociable I am now
Sunflower8☆彡: but even now, I feel like I don't belong sometimes because I'm still really insecure
Sunflower8☆彡: I feel like a lot of people don't like me, and I guess that's sorta obvious
Sunflower8☆彡: I'm not perfect so I feel like I'm not enough for everyone.

vitaminjun: okay so I guess it's okay that sometimes I don't feel like I belong?

Sunflower8☆彡: of course it's normal. Not everyone is as sociable as Seokmin and of course everyone feels like they don't belong at times.

DicKYEOM: wait really I didn't know you feel this way

Sunflower8☆彡: wait no you're gonna tell everyone

DicKYEOM: no I'm just gonna tell Jun hyung
DicKYEOM: but I can't guarantee he won't tell everyone else

Sunflower8☆彡:  oh no

DicKYEOM: as soon as we get out of these vans you're gonna be smothered by Jun so I'd suggest you prepare yourself

(A bit later)

Sunflower8☆彡: oh no my one fear came true. He told everyone and Cheol made me have a heart to heart with everyone before we could watch movies (horror genre becuas why not)
Sunflower8☆彡: and everyone was fucking sobbing (;'༎ຶД༎ຶ')
Sunflower8☆彡: I really fear making my members (and fans) cry because they're my family and I feel like I'm letting them down when they cry because of me

vitaminjun: awww
vitaminjun: Seokmin do you have any fears like that?

DicKYEOM: I hAVE ZERO FEARS

Sunflower8☆彡: thIS IS A CALLOUT FOR ONE (1) LEE SEOKMIN

DicKYEOM: I HAVE ONE FEAR

Sunflower8☆彡: thIS BITCH SLEEPTALKS SOMETIMES
Sunflower8☆彡: and when we were having our family movie night and watching horror movies just before
Sunflower8☆彡: and he somehow fell asleep duRING THE FIRST MOVIE
Sunflower8☆彡: and after the movies were over
Sunflower8☆彡: everyone was half asleep and almost died when we heard him screech one of his lines like he was possessed
Sunflower8☆彡: it was legit just one of his usual adlibs
Sunflower8☆彡: but bc it was really loud, ofc iT WAS TERRIFYING FOR US WHO HAD JUST FINISHED BINGING HORROR MOVIES
Sunflower8☆彡: SEUNGKWAN FELL OFF THE COUCH
AND DRAGGGED HANSOL WITH HIM
Sunflower8☆彡: CHAN ACTUALLY STARTED CRYING AND HES ACTUALLY GOOD WITH HORROR MOVIES UNLIKE SOME OF US
Sunflower8☆彡: EVEN WONWOO HYUNG LOOKED SCARED, OR AT LEAST VAGUELY STARTLED, AND THATS SAYING SOMETHING

DicKYEOM: hhhhhhhh

DicKYEOM logged off

vitaminjun: I just realised, Bambam is still kicked from the group... is someone gonna add him back?

Sunflower8☆彡: nah. Consider it punishment for being so damn inappropriate
Sunflower8☆彡: he'll be added back eventually. Someone will feel sorry for him

vitaminjun: okay then
vitaminjun: well I have to get going
vitaminjun: I hope your back gets better soon

Sunflower8☆彡: thanks (⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎) I hope it gets better soon as well
Sunflower8☆彡: it's frustrating to not be able to dance the way I want to

vitaminjun: you shouldn't be dancing at all

Sunflower8☆彡: sssshhhhhhh

Sunflower8☆彡 logged off

vitaminjun: ╮(￣▽￣"")╭

vitaminjun logged off

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Very small but unfortunately it's the best I can do right now (sorry for the angst I know it was only gonna be memes and I only had the part from Seokmin being exposed so I needed something to build to that and my solution was angst), or at least until exams are over. First up I've got English (ugh that's tomorrow) so I've gotta study. I have a shit ton of writing to do. Three hours straight of it

Please, if I don't update next week, don't ask for an update. Know there will be at least one the week after (maybe two if I can come up with another idea). I might try to whip up something in three/four days for next weeks update after my first three exams, but I can't guarantee anything.