23. Friendship goes both ways, both people need to contribute
24. Sometimes it feels like you're a ghost
25. I always feel like I'm trying too hard
26. This is like moving furniture. I'm dragging one end of the couch while you're sitting on the other in silence
27. I always know when the conversation is dying . . . Don't even make an excuse
28. I'm trying not to take my anger out on people who'll actually listen but since no one's listening I might as well.
29. Just once, I'd like to see a message from YOU. That way, not only can we talk, I'll know that I'm not wasting my time telling myself that this'll work. I'll know it isn't a waste of space to keep Wattpad on my iPod because I think I'd delete if it weren't for you and like two other people.
30. This book feels like a waste of effort. It'd be one thing if it were a daily "haha here's a bad pun to brighten your day" type of thing but now it's a pile of chapters waiting to be read
31. I can't be mad for you being offline, but Now I feel like I've gotten a pretty good grasp of what it feels like to be ignored. Not that you're ignoring me.
32. I try texting you the way I text my other friends. Randomly, excitedly, angrily, or even just to say hi. Usually I tell myself you won't respond and don't do it.
33. It feels weird to direct "you" toward anyone else after talking pretty much directly to the same person all the time
34. I can't take any sort of serious talk to anyone except you without feeling like they take it as a joke
35. "We really need to stop meeting like this." Because we do. Casual conversations between me throwing fits would be good.
YOU ARE READING
Utterly Useless Nonsense
RandomPlease ignore this book, it's a cringefest and I said a lot of really dumb shit sorry
