Jungkook's POV
My ears begin to ring as my eyes slowly open blinded by a white light, my vision starts out fuzzy but then starts to become clearer by the second, "Son. Can you hear me?" a male voice asks as a groan leaves my lips instead of actual words, "where am I?"
The man helps me sit up and I begin to look around, "My head is pounding... What happened?" he gives my a cup of water for me to take some medicine, "You passed out. And I noticed the you are supposed to come to the nurse to take anxiety medication and you never come to take them. Why is that?"
I place the pill on my tongue and drink the cold water in the cup, "I just don't think these work for me. That's all." he nods and turns to his computer and types up words I can't see.
"Okay Mr. Jeon, you are all set to go back to class. We are in the last period of the day and I advise that you go straight home after. We wouldn't want you to faint out in the streets."
I nod my head and grab my things from my last class to head to my locker. Before putting in the combination I bang my head against the locker door hoping to awake myself from this dream. I stand there a minute and close my eyes trying to fight the urge to cry. I open my eyes as the bell rings and I quickly unlock my locker and shove my books into backpack and frantically run out of the front gate straight back home.
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I step out of the shower and sigh as I stare at my wretched face in the mirror. The shower didn't really help the roller coaster of emotions going in my chest right now.
I force myself to look away and pull on some lazy clothes, I walk out of the bathroom and lay down on the couch. I grab my phone from the coffee table and hesitantly turn it on and get two notifications, one email from Jimin and... a text message from the unknown number again.
I open the text and my heart begins to pound as I read the message that was left for me
Unknown: I heard you fainted today in your science class. I am that much in your head now aren't I? Then I am doing a great job of torturing you Jeon Jungkook. Lets just hope you don't piss me off and make me email the videos to everyone at school, and your parents. Imagine how disappointed they would be to find out that their son is homosexual.
You: I will do anything for you to leave me alone. Anything. I hated that feeling in class and I don't wanna feel that again.
Unknown: There is nothing you can do, for now. Now I must leave. Good luck sleeping tonight, Jeon Jungkook
I close out my messages and finally go to the email I got from Jimin, I so badly want to tell him what is going on. I have to tell Jimin but I just can't, I run my fingers through my hair pulling some hairs out of my head.
I click on his email and read it, a slight smiles creeps it's way onto my face. Jimin always manages to make me smile, I love him so much. I will do anything to keep him with me in the situation. I open a new email and start to type up some words
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To: parkmyjimin@gmail.com
From:kookedup@gmail.com
Hey Jimin,
You need to pay attention in class more, get me out of your head. You don't need me and we need to just accept that we won't be able to see each other all the time and that we just aren't the best for each other. Something happened and I don't wanna hurt you, the truth is... the night we made love... someone was outside our window and took a video of us while we were doing it. They also took a video of us when we were at the park on that day while we were making out. I need you by my side more than anything or anyone, but I don't want you to be hurt by me or anyone ever.. Please forgive me Jimin. I do love you I do I do... Goodbye Jimin... I'm sorry...
