Daeseok POV
I walk into the school building and see some groups of friends still looking the video I posted last night and whisper to myself, "Jungkook's day is gonna be fun. For me to watch." I head to my first-period class and find my seat next to my boyfriend. I can tell he hasn't seen the video because of the confused look on his face, "What the hell is everyone watching?" I take out my phone and pull up the video on my actual facebook page, "This guy posted a video of him and Jungkook fucking. He was saying his boyfriend's name too." I show him the video and he watches it very quietly, "I kinda feel bad for Jungkook, the poor boy doesn't have friends here."
I swear this plan might actually work if he truly feels bad for him, "Then maybe you should start talking to him. He could use a friend like you." Soon-Yeol is very naive and sometimes too friendly that it looks like he is flirting, "But I thought you didn't like Jungkook." I shrug and put my phone back in my pocket, "Him and I have a history that I don't want to talk about." I look back at him with a smile on my face but he still has a very confused face, "Then why would you want me to be friends with him if you guys ha-."
I slam my lips against his to shut him which almost always work, "The poor boy needs friends, go for it." Soon-Yeol smiles and nods. This is why I love him, he always does what I say.
Even when we have fun
These next few weeks are gonna be fun for me and hell for him.
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Jungkook's POV
My eyes open to the sound of my alarm clock screaming at me to get my ass out of bed, but after my dumb ass mistake, I don't want to go to school. It's a Sunday and since school was canceled Friday today is the make-up day, "I don't want to go but I have to!" I sit up and walk over to the bathroom to take a very needed shower. I turn on the hot water and take off my clothes while the water warms up. I unwrap my wrist and stare at the scars that still kinda sting, "The only reminder I have of you Jimin.."
I step into the warm water and let it run over me washing away my sins, the water stings my wrist but I try to ignore it. My made creates fantasies that I will now never be able to do with him ever again, spending Christmas with him, a new years kiss, waking up with him every day. I'll never have that with him, he's not my Jimin anymore. I open my eyes and feel that I was crying I start to clean my body and my hair hoping that I could wash away the memory of what I have done as well.
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Once I get out of the shower I put on my uniform and dry my hair so I don't get sick, I wrap my scarf around my neck and put on my gloves. Debating whether or not to leave my phone here I grab my backpack shoving my phone at the bottom of it and throw it over my shoulder. I lock my door behind me and slowly walk to school, I wish anything could happen so I don't have to go to school today. Like my parents finding out, I am gay and sending me away. But honestly, that will never happen to me cause my parents never come home.
I walk onto the school campus and go straight to my class instead of stopping at my locker, "Hey look isn't that the school porn star?" I turn my head to see some guys staring at me.
What the hell are they talking about?
I plug in my earbuds and put on some music, my facebook notifications start scrolling at the top of my screen. I open the app and see that I have been tagged in multiple posts, and the first thing to pop up on my notifs is a video with my name in it 'Jungkook gets it on', "What the hell is this.." I click on the video and my heart drops to the floor. What I had dreamt has become a reality my eyes start to water as the video continues, my mind races with the thoughts that people are having of me. I scroll down to the comments section.
Isn't he in a relationship? That Jungkook is such a player
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AKA SLUT you mean and obviously not anymore
He probably gave that guy an std
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I feel bad for him. Who would even want to Fuk him anyways?
I just want the guy that's on top
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SAME! That guy can hit me up any day of the week
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Is he Bi? cause I want that rn
LMAO DAtt ass flat, Jung need some surgerie
why y'all watching this gay shit
oof, why is he a slu*
Why is he saying Jimin? I would rather have Jimin than Jungkook
Tears now stream down my face as the bell rings and the teacher walks in, "Okay students. Please put phones away and take your seats." I rip out my earbuds as I rub my eyes to make myself stop crying, "Mr.Jeon You doing all right?" I look up to see the entire class staring at me, "Yes sir." He nods and goes back to writing something on the board, I close my eyes trying to imagine that I am at home with Jimin. All of the teacher's words start to become foggy and almost blended together until I can't hear him at all, my thoughts still racing I feel a ball of paper thrown at my head. I look up at the board to see the teacher still talking about something to do with the history of some country. I grab the piece of paper and open it up to flatten it out, I see words scribbled all over the paper
You're gross Jungkook
Go kill yourself
You don't belong here you loner
Faggot
Everyone would be better off without you
Hope that boyfriend of yours gets raped <-- Imma do it
The bell rings and I wait for everyone in the class to leave until I can rip up the paper and run up to the roof skipping my next period. Tears streaming down my face my push the doors open and throw my backpack against the fence keeping me from jumping off the side of the school building. I scream at the top of my lungs hoping that everything I feel inside will leave my body along with the scream. I have hurt the only person I cared about in my life and there is nothing I can do to bring him back, now everyone thinks I am a cheater and hate me. What have I done to deserve this...
I fall to my knees and lean against the fence closing my eyes, "Hey." I look around and don't see anyone, "Jimin?" A guy walks towards me with black hair and brown eyes, "I'm not Jimin but I am Soon-Yeol. The video that that person had posted wasn't cool at all. I'm sorry that happened to you."
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