The uglyness of depression

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I haven't taken an actual shower in two months
I don't shave
I wait until I'm scratching my head till it bleeds to wash my hair
I barely brush my teeth
I normally can't get out of bed
I couldn't care less about myself
My entire wardrobe is on the floor of my bedroom
I've tried many times to do better
"I'll take a shower every day"
"I'll make sure to put my clothes in the dirty hamper"
"I'll brush my teeth every day"
But it never works
I just can't get out of this
I haven't taken care of myself in years
And i don't know when I'll ever start
(This is based off of reality but is exaggerated)

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