Feelings || John Laurens + Alexander Hamilton.

3- chapter i cant think of a name for.

John (Jackie)
I woke up to a rainy day. Perfect. I love Sundays, especially rainy ones. I slipped on some slippers, grabbed my phone and walked into the kitchen. I made some coffee for myself and sat down in silence at the table. I checked the groupchat.

Andpeggy59- is ANYONE AWAKE YET.
Turtleboi1776- yep.
Andpeggy59- Jackieeeee
Turtleboi1776-Hi.
AndPeggy59- Where are laf and herc tho??
Turtleboi1776- probably fucking.
Andpeggy59- I DID NOT want that image in my head.
Turtleboi1776- No one told you to imagine it, dumbfuck.
Andpeggy59- I will go to your dorm rn, and slap the living shit out of you.
Turtleboi1776- I hope tf you do.
Andpeggy59- Hows it going with Alexander?
Turtleboi1776- pretty awesome to be honest. He helped me with my essay and made me coffee last night. And..
AndPeggy59- AND WHAT
Turtleboi1776- and we hugged.
Andpeggy59- OH
Turtleboi1776- Here we go.. 3..2..
Andpeggy59- ASK HIM OUTTTT
Turtleboi1776- NO.
Andpeggy59- why not.
Turtleboi1776- WE JUST MET.
Andpeggy59- sO.
Turtleboi1776- nO.
andpeggy59- the turtles would be ashamed..
Turtleboi1776- Uh huh.

"Jackie?" Alex rubbed his eyes. Oh my god, I think I had a heart attack. "Um, hi?" I said. He smiled with a yawn. "Goodmorning." "Goodmorning." I replied. His hair is so messy and cute. "Rainy morning, huh?" He looked out the huge windows. "Rainy day, I checked the weather its supposed to be like this all day plus tomorrow." I said, taking a sip of my latte. He nodded. "Got plans today?" He asked. "Uh, maybe go out shopping with Peggy, I dont know. How about you?" I asked. "None." He frowned. "Aww, cheer up." I said. He smiled. We sat in comfortable silence for a while. My phone buzzed. Alex looked at me. I shrugged and checked. Shit! I forgot about Peggy.

Andpeggy59- HELLO.
turtleboi1776- sorry!! And hey laf anf herc arent answering the gc, just text me regularly.
Andpeggy59- k.

Peggyyyy 💙💖: Hi
Jackie: hey. I was talking to Alex, he's right next to me.
Peggyyyy 💙💖:come to my dorm! Invite Alex! We can watch movies.
Jackie: Peggy, it's only his second day here.
Peggyyyy 💙💖: does it look like I give two shits??
Jackie: I'll ask.

"Alexander?" I asked. "Mm?" He looked at me. "Peggy, wants us to come to her dorm, to watch movies and hang, you up for it?" I asked. He smiled. "Yeah, I'd love to. I just have to shower first." "Yeah, I do too, you go first." I smiled. "Okay, see you." "See you." I smiled.

Peggyyyy 💙💖: so??
Jackie: yeah, he'd love to. Give us 35 minutes, he has to shower, then I have to shower.
Peggyyyy 💙💖: shower together.
Jackie: wHAT
Peggyyyy 💙💖: do it.
Jackie: no. Just, no. Like I said, I dont even know if he's gay, so..
Peggyyyy 💙💖: poor baby jackie. Go get ready.
Jackie: gotta wait for him to finish.
Peggyyyy 💙💖: k, later turtleboi.
Jackie: love you.
Peggyyyy 💙💖: love you too jackie.

I sat on the couch watching tv until Alex came out. Shirtless. I almost spat out my latte. "Uh- h-hey Alex." I stuttered. "Shower's free." He smiled. "Uh huh." I mumbled. JOHN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING STOP STARING !!!
"Hello??" Alex waved. "Oh, yeah, bye." I basically ran into my room. I heard him chuckle. I began to undress, wrapping towel around my waist, and grabbing my phone, I walked into the bathroom. Thank god, Alex is still in his room.

After my shower, I got dressed and

Jackie: Hey, we should be heading there soon.
Peggyyyy 💙💖: k, hurry up.

"Alexander!" I yelled. He came into my room. "Ready?" I asked. He nodded, putting his phone into his pocket. I did the same, shutting the lights off, and locking the door.

Peggy was very specific.
Lazy clothes.

- Alex looks adorable in sweatpants, and hair in a half up half down do. I can barely control myself.

"Peggs." I smiled when she opened the door. She hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I swore I just saw Alex frown. Does he like me? Laurens, dont be so full of yourself..

We all sat down on Peggy's couch. She gave us a big fuzzy blanket. She made me sit in the middle of her and Alex, winking. I swear I could slap this little-

"What should we watch?" She asked.
I look at Alex. "I dunno, whats a classic?" He said.
"Maybe we should just binge watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S?" I smiled. Alex looked at me with the most beautiful expression I hsve ever seen. I dont think any human has ever achieved a look so helpless and stunningly beautiful and gentle. In that moment, his cheeks were a shade of rose that roses could only dream of being. His eyes, were a chocolatly brown that's more deep then the ocean. His hair was in is face, framing all the right places.

"-John?" He said, his cheeks turning a bit redder. Not as deep red as my cheeks probably just turned. "-Uh- yeah, I um, F.R.I.E.N.D.S sound good? Peggs?" I nervously chocked. "Yeah, lovley." She was smirking bigger then Lafayette when complimenting Herc on his "tailoring job". God that's discusting.

She played the episode and eagerly scrambled back to the couch wraping herself in a fuzzy blanket. It was an akward first couple of episodes, Alex and I were uncomfortable. But by the fifth episode, Alex had gotten closer, and I had leaned closer to his shoulder, which I eventually rested my head on.

The storm had started to get worse, to which Alex seemed to be reacting to. Peggy got up to close the curtians. Alex seemed to shake. I put my hand on his.

"Alex." I said. He looked at me. "I-" I didnt understand what was going on with him. "Peggy, I think I'm gonna take Alexander back to our dorm." I said. She sighed, with a concerning frown, and nodded. I held Alex's hands, which I was internally screaming about, but had to ignore it because for whatever reason, Alex didnt speak, he just was silently hyperventilating, and I had to help him.

*crash*
I closed the curtains in our dorm as well, and Alex sank to the floor in my bedroom.

"Alex?-

Bahah cliffhanger. Dont worry, I'll publish the other chapter tomorrow. I love ya guys, its 12:10 am on a Monday night, kill me.