Feelings || John Laurens + Alexander Hamilton.

4- Hurricaines & History.

Ah, the cliche Alexander and his horrifying Hurricaine history chapter. Yes.

(Still John/Jackies POV)

"Alex?-" I looked at him. He was frozen. "Alex, what's going on?" I asked in concern.

*crash*
He rushed to me, griping onto me tightly. "Alex." I repeated again. "H-h-Hurricaine." He muttered. "What?"
"I- STOP IT. HELP." He shakes, tears streaming down his face. "Alexander, what are you talking abo-"
*crash*

He ducks into my shirt.

"H-help, s-someone help h-him." He shakes. "H-H-HURRICAINE." He repeats. I start to feel the need to cry. I don't know what to say..

"Alex, it's John. It'me, John, your roommate, I- it's, it's okay Alex, look up, at me." I pleaded. He slowly looked up. "Why are you so scared of the storm?" I asked. He tried to speak, as another gash of thunder interrupted him. He began to hyperventilate faster, gasping for air.

"Okay, okay. Alex, deep breaths." I told him. He began to breath slowly. "J-john." He cried. "I'm here Alexander. I'm here, I promise I won't go anywhere." I held him to my chest. I just met this man. 2 days ago, and- it already feels like I've known him my whole life, like- like he was meant for me. It sounds so goddamn cheesy.. Like some unreal fairytale.

Still..

This man is meant to be mine.

As he breathes, with his eyes shut tight, holding onto me for life, I can't help but feel, like this is so right. I must be a dumbass, or living in some fantasy world right?  Stuff, like this doesnt happen in real life, there is just no way. WAKE UP JOHN YOUR DREAMING !!!

I close my eyes and open them at the crash of thunder again. Nope. Not dreaming. I hear a knock on the door.

"Come in?" I say. Peggy and Eliza burst in. "Peggy!" I say. "Jack, is he alright?" She asked.
Eliza gasped at the sight.

"Alex?" I asked.

He looked up. "Please don't leave."
My eyes widened, as I looked at Peggy and Eliza, then back at Alexander.
"I'm not going anywhere."
I rested my head on his.

Peggy smiled, Eliza nodded, with a kind heartful expression.
"Guys, if you could sit in the livingroom, maybe light a few candles, please, that would be nice?" I said. Peggy winked, "Of course." Eliza smiled, hurrying out dragging Peggy with her.

"Alex. What happened?" I held onto him, still with my head on his. He tightened his grip with each lightning strike. "S-so you k-know how I-I told you ab-bout a hu-hu-hurri- fuck! A hurricaine!?" He said. I nodded, slowly running my fingers through his hair. "Y-yeah, well, I'm f-fucking terrified of storms. Everytime there's a storm, I h-have flashbacks of the hurricane, a-and my b-bestfriend who I couldnt save. I-I just remember r-running for my l-life, and w-watching e-everyone I-I love, just dissapear one by one." He shook. "Alexander, it will be alright, here in new york, we have storms, but no hurricanes. The occaisional yearly tropical storm, but you missed the time for that. I promise you, I'm not going anywhere, neither is anyone here." I smiled. He looked up. "The worst thin i-is, it happened right after I got better from the sickness and my mother died, I was all alone when they casted a warning for it, I-i was only 13, I couldnt-"

I cant watch him like this.

I kissed is head, softly rocking and 'shhh'-ing him, holding him with me.
"Alexander, it's okay. You are not alone anymore. You have only been here two days and you already have Lafayette, Hercules, Peggy, Eliza, and you are about to meet Angelica soon too. And you have me, Alex.. I've only been here with you for two days, but you are the closest friend I've got." I said.

He looked at me. "L-laurens, I- I like you alot."

My heart. Just. Died.

"The storm will be over tomorrow, that's what the forcast says. It's getting late Lex, you think you can sleep?" I smiled. "Only if you're with me." He said.

No way, this isnt happening !!
It- it can't, this, this is just too unrealistic.

I got up and took his hand. He smiled. "Come on." I lead him to the livingroom where Eliza and Peggy were. "Alex, I don't believe you met Eliza, one of the Schuyler sisters, Peggy's sister. I introduced her. Alex was still holding onto me. "H-hi Eliza, I wish I couldve met you on a day where I wasnt scared out of my mind and crying like a bitch." He chuckled. She immediately hugged him. "It's okay. I'm glad you're okay, Alex. I heard so much about you already. I couldn't wait to meet you. You needed his hug." She let go wiping his cheeks with her thumbs.

I smiled, "Yeah, Eliza's the mother, innocent and good girl™ of us all."

Alex took a look at Eliza, she was wearing a pastel blue oversized hoodie, and some white joggers with her pair of grey bunny slippers.

I chuckled. "Nice slippers Lizzy." She playfully slapped me. I laughed again.

*crash*

Alex grabbed onto me again. I began to blush this time. Peggy smirked at me. I held him. "Guys, it's late, I think we should go to sleep. 'You guy's sleeping here or going back to your dorms?" I asked. "See, Jaaackkkk, your couch is pretty comfy so..." Peggy chuckled. I nodded and hugged both girls. "Goodnight Jack." They smiled. I smiled back. "Love you guys." "Love you more." I held Alexander's hand and walked into my bedroom. I laid down, pulling Alex closer to me. He yelped when a loud lighning striked out of no where.  "It's okay." I smiled, playing with his hair.

Soon enough, Alex fell asleep. I was internally screaming. Over, and over again.

As if on quo, I let myself fall asleep as well.

- Hey guyss, I'm falling asleep while typing. Its 12:19 a.m  Give me a break.

All] the time in the world where my mind thinks of things, is late night.

My mind seems to drift creativly. My passion to write becomes strong. But. Now I am actually tired beyond mind. Goodnight guys. Love yall.

EDIT: GUYS I THOUGHT I PUBLISHED THIS LAST NIGHT THATS HOW TIRED I WAS.