Feelings || John Laurens + Alexander Hamilton.

5- I think I'm in love but i cant show it.

AleXandEr (its been a while)

I woke up, in a room I know wasnt mine. Its John's. And there he was, next to me, softly snoring. It was still dark, and still raining pretty heavily. I sat up, remembering the events of last night.

He barely knows me.. But he was so kind, and so was Peggy, and Eliza. Eliza is beautiful. And so nice.

But John..

Hes so loving, and so goddamn lovley.

Lovley.
Now when did I start using that word.

I looked over at him, smiling. It may have been raining heavily, but the city lights still shined through the window enough to illuminate his beautiful face. Stands of his curls were loose, his chest rising and falling slowly with each breath. 

I think I am too.

Falling slowly.
Falling slowly for John Laurens.

4 days. Its only been 4 days, and yet.. It feels like a lifetime.

He stirred a bit. I mentally panicked. His eyes opened. Those beautiful eyes.

"Alexander? What time is it."

I smiled at his voice.
"3 am." I replied.

"Come here." He pulled me close. I laid back down with him.

"Are you okay? It sounds like its still raining heavily, are you afraid of the rain?" He rubbed my hand with his thumb.

"I'm okay with rain, it bothers me, but not that much. I can deal." I smiled.
I cant see him, but I know he's smiling.

"Okay." He slowly ran his hands through my hair again. "John?" I asked. "Hmm?"

"Why are you so nice to me?"

There was a long pause.

"Alexander, you astound me. You are full of life, motivation, and intelligence. I may have only known you 4 days, but I can already tell your heart is made of gold." He said.

"John?"

"Hmm?"

"Thanks."

"Of course Alex."

There was more silence.

Soon, just soft breathing. He had fallen asleep again, and I decided I would too.

Yes, this was a super short chapter. Im sorry, the next one will be long.