You don't own me

Epilogue

"Oh god I totally forgot the time! I gotta go! I am sorry boss. I hope you are sympathetic about it." You got up of the office chair.

"Sure go ahead! I just wanted to say that I am really satisfied with your progress throughout these past years Miss Y/L/N. I wish you a great weekend", your boss said goodbye.

"Thank you very much. I am very grateful that I got the chance to work here. Have a nice weekend too." You bowed deeply before your hurried out the door.

You quickly got into your car and started the motor. It took you twice the time you usally needed till you finally arrived at the small building. The rush hour in the evening were always horrible. Especially on friday.

"Shit, shit, shit", you mumbled while running towards the entrance.

"Hi, hello, I am here now. I am so sorry for being late. I hope it didn't make to much of a fuss. Where is Sunny right now?", you apologised to one of the daycare ladies.

"No, don't worry Miss Y/L/N. Sunny was already picked up by her "Daddy" ", she reassured you.

It felt like your heart stopped beating for a second and an indefinable pain clutched your chest. All the good mood from a second ago had vanished.

"You gave my child to a random stranger who said he was her father! Unbelieveable! How incompetent are you?! I swear to good if she is hurt or anything I will make sure you will pay for it! I gotta call the police right now!", you stormed out to your car to get your phone as you saw a tall, dark man leaning against it. He was holding hands with Sunny. Your mouth gaped open.

"Did you already forgot about me?", this very well known smile greeted you.

You sprinted the remaining distance between the two of you to throw yourself into his arms. Burying your face deep into his shoulder to find this little bit of familarity.

"I have missed you..."

"Chanyeol, can you please hand me the bowl with rice?", you asked.

He handed it to you and as your hands touched you send him a shy smile. After giving Sunny a small amount of rice you put a fair amount on your own plate.

"It feels so surreal to be here with you. After everything I was sure..well you know...that we could not see each other again", you explained while shoving a spoonful rice into your mouth.

"It took me some time but eventually I could settle things with our-"

"I want daddy to feed me", Sunny interrupted him.

"Uncle Chanyeol is not your daddy, Sunny", you explained with a calm voice.

She started stomping her feet on the floor and screaming: "I want daddy to feed me!"

"Sunny! Behave yourself!", you scolded and tried to stop her from devastating everything.

Chanyeol's laugh resounded through the room which eventually led to you laughing with him. He circled the table to sit down next to her. He pulled Sunny into his lap. Immediately she stopped crying and opened her mouth wide. He took her spoon and and started feeding her. For the next fifteen minutes there was only the happy munching heard from her.

"I will go playing now", she annouced and crawled off Chanyeol's lap.
She wanted to run into the living room but you stopped her.

"What do you need to say when somebody did something nice?", you reminded her in your best parenting tone.

Sunny faced Chanyeol again and bowed a little. "Thank you, daddy for feeding me. I am happy you are back." Then she run off.

"Chanyeol is not-", you wanted to call after her but you knew she would not hear it anymore so you broke off.

"I am sorry about that. I guess you measure up the closest to a father for her", you talked while starting to clear the table. As you reentered the dining room you continued: "Well considering everything you did for us it is not really surprising to be honest. I should thank you too. I think I never did it properly. I hadn't had time before we left."

"You thanked me enough Y/N." He handed you the last bowl. You brought it to the kitchen and just put it in the sink as you felt two arms wrapping around you.

"Anyway nothing can beat the feeling to be finally united with the two of you again", he nuzzled into your neck.

You let out an uneasy laugh. "Stop saying that."

"I really mean it", he pressed his lips onto your sensitive skin right below your ear. A tingling feeling spread in your stomach but you choose to ignore it.

"Chanyeol don't do this. Please." You turned in his arms to face him.

"I could not hold you for two years. I was worried sick all the time. I did not knew if I could get the chance to see you again. Hold you again. Kiss you again.", he pressed various kisses along your neck and shoulder, "Leave me just this small moment where I can pretend to be the one in your heart."

You sighed defeated and wrapped your arms around him. "I have missed you, Chanyeol."

You did. Truely. Because it really had been already two years since Sunny and you boarded on a plane to an unknown destination.

The death of Baekhyun had thrown you into a deep void but the pregnancy was you silver lining. You decided to fight because this child was a gift to you. A little bit of Baekhyun left in this cruel world.

But hell no it has not been easy. Not at all. You were on a constant run. If not from Jongdae and his men, it was from old clients of Baekhyun who heard of his death and apparently also of you as his optionee. Baekhyun really had changed his testimony during your short love so that you should inherit all his fortune. But not even all this money could buy you a safe place in this city. Baekhyun's old house which always seemed to be the most safest place to you had been burned to the ground. Not by any enemies but by Chanyeol himself as he confessed to you later. The evidence would have gotten to many powerful people into trouble which in conclusion would be dangerous for the whole clan. Chanyeol was always considering of the clan and Baekhyun. Loyal till death. That motto counted.

After Chanyeol was released out of Jongdae's hostage he was in no good condition at all but you had no chance to contact him because the birth date came closer. You decided to leave the city for everyone's good and of course to get some distance. As soon as everything had quiet down a bit you returned and found Chanyeol. He advised you to leave since he was concerned you could get in trouble again. But you urged to stay and since he knew how stubborn you were he agreed one day under the condition you needed to live with him. So you basically raised Sunny for the first two years together. It worked well. Really well.

Still there was not a day you did not think about Baekhyun. The pain was still present. But over the time you found yourself yearning for someone to fill the spot next to you in the bed. To hold you and caress your head like Baekhyun used to do it. At first you hated yourself for those desires. You felt like you would betray him if you would ever look at another man.

You still do not know how but one night some men of Jongdae had attacked you. Luckily you could escape but as Chanyeol heard about it he decided to sent the both of you away.

It was only the night before you departure when Chanyeol and you kissed. It was a moment of weakness you thought for so long.

But why is having him back making my heart beat so rapidly then?

I know you probably did not wanted Y/N to end up with someone else then Baekhyun but it just seems to be too cruel to let her be alone for the rest of her life...We all deserve a little happiness aren't we?