As the years pass I learn to better cope with your death thru writing. I write every time I feel sadness coming on. After I write my feelings down I feel so much better. Yes, I'm still sad inside but I feel less sad. I no longer cry as much as I use to. I remember crying almost 2-3 times a week. I remember finding out you had no headstone that really tore me up inside. I went to visit you one day but you didn't have a headstone so I couldn't locate you. I was so angry that day. I cried and cried for hours I was silent not speaking at all. Then I thought to myself let me call my auntie I needed answers and fast! She told me the same thing my granny and mom told me. After I got off the phone with my aunt. They all said "He's not there." That day I snapped on my mom and my granny because I was so upset. I just didn't understand why he didn't have one. I still to this day don't understand why he had to leave so soon but I learned not to question God. I now just take things day by day.
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Still Grieving
Non-FictionA girl's grandfather dies in 2006 & she still cries for him every other night years later. She still to this day can't accept the fact that he's gone it's now 2017...... Read for more!
