There's a song that says that God won't put more on you than you can bear. I don't know how God knew I could handle this but I guess he knew because he put it on me to bear....Sadness fills my heart knowing you're not okay. Having this feeling inside of me telling me your not getting better but only worse. Seeing you at the hospital so many times. Looking at you and seeing how you looked so unhealthy really hurt me. It made me so sad seeing you sometimes especially coming over your house sometimes was the worst. The lady you were married to was the devil. I say that because nobody ever liked her but when you got sick I begin to really not like her as for everyone else in the family. She only wanted your money!! The sicker you got the happier she got. I remember when y'all got married during the service the lights cut out. Everyone ran outside we kept saying that that meant something. But at the time we weren't sure what. Me and my mom would come over sometimes to find you sitting in your wheelchair in dirty clothes or hungry. My mom used to be a nurse at the old folks place so helping you was easy. I helped at that time wherever I could. You would've thought that then you would've realized she didn't love you she just wanted your money. But you didn't ever realize that I don't think. But everyone else did so we did what we could to protect you.
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Still Grieving
Non-FictionA girl's grandfather dies in 2006 & she still cries for him every other night years later. She still to this day can't accept the fact that he's gone it's now 2017...... Read for more!
