The Mess I Made

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A/N hey guys this is the second chapter to my story, i'm still not used to writing but i hope you guys like it and i'm open to any suggestions you guys might have

Oh god ..... Melissa is back, as if it wasn't hard enough having mom always on my case telling what to do and what not to do. now mom has Melissa to help her out with that. see mom thinks that I should be more like Melissa.

"Hi Mel" i said in a cheery voice *Note the sarcasm

"Well you don't seem at all excited to see me, don't I atleast get a hug?"

"Melissa you know i'm not a hugger" I hate hugging or anything mushy or physical I like to keep my personal space and I hate it when someone invades my personal bubble.

"I'm your sister and I miss you. I demand a hug"

"Jess hug your sister" ofcourse mom would side with Melissa. I gave her a hug

"Well i'm going upstairs to get changed, mom can you call me when dad gets home i'm a little tired and i wanna rest a little"

"ofcourse sweetheart"

Melissa went upstairs and i haven't seen her for hours but mom didn't mention anything about my tattoo thank god, maybe she forgot about it.

my phone started buzzing it was Sam again, i wonder whats up this time.

"Hey Sam, whats up"

"Jess I NEED you to be at Lukes party, i'm gonna be at the barbeque and when it gets crowded we'll sneak out"

"I don't know Sam, my moms still hasn't even spoken since she brought Melissa from the airport"

"Jess pleeeeeasee this is a once in lifetime thing, high school students at college party and Luke invited us" Luke was a freshman in college although he was just a couple months older than us.

"Luke invited ME to manage the music cause Jeff bailed on him.

"Well you're good with the mixing board ! C'mon Jess!"

I can tell she was losing her patience with me

"Fine, but no promises"

"eeeeeeep !!! thank you Jess, bye"

she shut the phone. damn that girl was wild, Sam is all about having fun. I was never really into parties. I don't like going to high school parties, let alone a college party. It just consists of people drinking, dancing and getting stoned. I refuse to drink or smoke or do any of that shit, it just numbs the mind and makes you do shit you'll regret in the morning; and I may be a pain in the ass and rebel against my parents but i still have morals and boundries.

"Jess go call your sister for dinner, oh and your dad just got home" mom said as she came in to living room, funny she still hasn't mentioned my tattoo.

I went upstairs to call Melissa. I knocked on the door and waited for her

"Come in"

I opened the door and found her doing whatever on her laptop, "Hey, mom said dinners ready she told me to call you down, oh and dad just got home"

"Okay i'll be there in a minute" I went downstairs and into the dining room. I found dad sitting in his usual place and mom was getting everything ready and she was about to sit, I sat across from her.

"Hey kiddo whats up" dad said, dad actually understands me a bit more than mom but neither of them would be completely on my side if there was an arguement, its always my fault and no one even cares to hear from my point of view from all times times i've messed up. Call me a screw up, I don't care hah!

"Hey dad nothing much, hows work?"

"It was fine, same old.....Melissa!, honey when did you get back!" Melissa just came in and we just started with dinner.

"I got back a couple of hours ago but I told mom not to tell you because I wanted to make it a surprise" she seemed legit happy to see us and I started to wonder how her life's like at Uni.

"Well I'm glad to see you honey, i hope you're doing good i know pre-med isn't easy and how's Mason?"

"I'm actually doing really great, Mason's been great he's coming home in a few days he just had some work to do" Mason is Melissas boyfriend and he was also the son of my dads long time friend John his parents lived in the same area as us which means I'd be seeing him at the BBQ. Mason was an only child Sam thought that was sad, she said, and i quote, 'too bad your sister got the best piece of cake, there should be more to go around'

"And what about you Jess?" dad asked and just as i was about to respond mom cut in,

"Well for starters she should tell you about that tattoo she got on her shoulder" mom said with an irritated voice. dad seemed pretty shocked. If you're wondering how I got that tattoo while I'm underage, well I know a guy who knows a guy.

"Jess is that true?" he asked with dis-belief. i stayed silent which answered his question.

"Jess, you're a good a kid why do you do these things tell me? is it because you wanna fit in at school or...."

"Dad stop okay ! its nothing, can't I express myself in this house, everything I do is wrong or not good enough"

"Jess i didn't say that- I..."

"Robert are you seriously gonna go easy on her? her actions are driving me crazy i don't know what to do with her"

that's it i'm sick of this, i got up and left the dining table

"Excuse me, i'm full"

I heard dad and Melissa calling after me but I just ran to me room and slammed the door shut. i shouldv'e known mom would do that she was way too quite and i know she wants the best for me but she can be a real pain sometimes. I fell onto my bed and fell into deep sleep, best way to escape reality.

A/N hey guys this is my second chapter, alot of surprises are coming i can promise you that, i know it seem boring now but i'll try to change that so please, COMMENT, VOTE AND SHARE.

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